Dear blog, It's finally here!!! It's my last day in KKH today. NExt month, will be in paediatrics clinic in SNEC. At least i m back in SNEC again. Haha..keeping my fingers crossed that clinic will run smoothly, and most importantly, not over run. Haha..m sooooo happy...lol...coz coming to KKH realli kinda tiring my body out la..maybe it's my poor constitution bah..keep falling sick. And now, as i m blogging, i m down wif a slight flu and sore throat. Worse still, i forgot to bring my medication along. Grr..anyway, that means today, cannot talk loudly le..or not tomolo sure lose my voice again. On wednesday, went for the kushin-bo ladies night dinner buffet..about 34 dollars...didn't eat alot, unlike when i was in poly days, but felt nauseous and as if my stomach was about to burst lo..so in the end, didn't go meet stella and weiling. Sorry gers! :D Ytd, was a smooth day in clinic..then after which, went to gym for a jog...but after 3km of run, felt so uncomfortable that i gotta stop le..grr..havent' even complete half the journey of my 10km run..anyway, next month, hopefully i will have enuf time to run before i go to taiwan. M realli looking forward to the trip. Let's countdown! one month plus more to taiwan trip..:D

Dear blog, i won't realli say time flies, but anyway, it's the middle of the last week of august le. Finishing my posting of KKH soon. Well, still got one last ordeal. This friday's clinic is anticipated to be busy. Very busy. Haha..anyway, this saturday no need to work, so at least it's not that bad la. Last weekend, i went swimming wif lala on saturday, then went down to ALBI to get the gym bicycle thingy, then went to teach. Sunday, i caught BBCO's concert at SCH. Performance was ok..the musicians from hong kong was quite good...hmm..these realli stirred my heart and i felt like gg back to CO again..maybe i will be, but certainly not under that 'particular' conductor la. Well, shall start clinic soon. Tata!! Lesson of the day : ""What's not yours, will never be urs, no matter how close you are to it""

Dear blog, Guess what? It's friday again!! Lol..nowadays, i see weekends as a day where i can slp in, slp late and no need to do eye tests. Maybe it's becoz i m out of SNEC this month, so i tend to talk less with my colleagues..and in the end, i feel kinda socially deprived...lol..next month, i will be back le la..so countdown: 8 more days to the month of September. Btw, did i mention that ytd was the last day of our Bahasa Indonesia course? Did an exercise, went through it, then went home le..from next week onwards, i will have one more free day le. Hee... Anyway, tomolo, i will be gg swimming with my dearest lala! It's been two weeks since we last swam le...hmm..then gg causeway point to get the exercise bike thing..then teaching at night. Sunday, will be teaching in the morning, slping in the afternoon, and gg for the BBCO concert at night. Well, so here goes my weekends...it's realli too short..haha..And i m realli looking forward to the taiwan trip in october...:D Anyway, that's all for now..ciao!

Dear blog, it's 10+ in the morning now. Am at clinic..waiting for patients to come. There's some kids crying outside my door, a few pple walking by, and occassionally some curious kids that peeps through my door to see what i am doing inside. Never will they guess that i m bloggin ..haha..anyway..it's gonna be a busy morning later, so i shall just grab whatever free time that i have. These few days, seeing more babies..haha...actually they are a rather cute bunch of pple..when they dun cry, most probably means that they like u la. If only human relationships could be so direct and clear, how nice would it be.

Dear blog, here i am again. Clinic ended earli today. Thank god that all my cases are rather cooperative...hee...no monday blues today. Well, later meeting doris to take cab back to SNEC for the journal club meeting. Hmm...while working together, a thought suddenly struck me. How come kids can be so happy and adults can't? How come it's so hard to love and care for those who are un-loveable? Well, maybe this is the learning phrase that i have to go thru. That's all for now. Ciao!

Dear blog, now i am sitting in my office, waiting for patients to come..in KKH right now. Well, suddenly got those kind of feeling where i wish i could be back in SNEC soon. But gotta wait till next month bah. I realised that what i dun like about posting out is not more tiring, but becoz got not much pple whom i can talk to. And once i dun talk so much, i feel so uneasy. Well, i guess i just gotta bear wif it till next month. Anyway, tis week is the last lesson of my Bahasa..so i guess next time thursdays i will be free too..one more day to go out. Hmm..ytd was playing the madam white snake, a piano accompaniment piece for hsien han's solo...tink that song is actually quite nice..but sounds like the hokkien opera music. lol...shall go start my clinic le...hope that today wont be a nightmare. :D ciao!

Dear blog, how time flies yea? It seems like friday yesterday and now today is sunday le. Haha..maybe after my 'nightmare' in KKH on friday coz the files were piling so high and the doctors kept sending..i suddenly dun realli like gg to KKH le.. well, nvm la..at least tomolo there's another optom wif me..and i m not alone, like friday. Hmm..looking forward to next weekend. Saturday was a busy day in geylang clinic. As usual, busy till 12 plus. Went home to clear up my room..tinking of giving my room a fresh coat of paint and new furnitures...shall c whether my budget permits. By the way, did i mention that i have taken in a new student..is at CCK area de..on sunday earli morning..it's fun la..and the place is not very far from mine. Anyway, m tinking of gg out for a jog later..life's pretty stressful these few days..shall try to destress abit ...ciao!

Dear blog, here i am again. It's friday and i m currently at KKH. Afternoon clinic has just started and i have only done one patient. Hmm...keeping my fingers crossed that i will be able to manage as the only optometrist today. Anyway, let me update abit about the last few days. Didn't update as i was in SNEC whole day. Went gym in the morning to shed some fats and lift some weights for the past two mornings. Woke up when the sky is still dark at 5 plus and take bus and go eye center. Dragged my tired body out of bed and by the time i stepped out of the house, felt so refreshed after i inhaled the morning 6am air. Hee...then ran abit, trying to work up my stamina and prepare for the marathon run...then had heavy breakfast before starting work. Think at this rate, my weight is gonna go up becoz of the HUGE breakfast. HAha..and when i say 'huge', it's realli no exaggeration. Hmm..for example thursday morning i had one slice of bread, one sunny sideup, one bowl of curry chicken which includes two breastmeat and two potata, last but not least, one cup of milo. Hee..need to eat well in order to compensate for my insufficient slp. Anyway, hopefully tis week will have time for my weekly swim. And did i mention that recently i took in one more student for my piano? Starts this sunday, teaching at 9am in CCK area..so no more late nights out for saturdays, i suppose. Hmm..feeling quite relaxed today, maybe it's becoz today is friday..maybe it's becoz it's 15th today..so another half month before this month ends and i go back to snec. Haha..i still prefer gg to gym in the evening..coz got more "hunks" as compared to the "aunties crowd" in the morning. Haha..oops..i m not hum sup ok..lol...that's all for now...tata!

Good morning everyone! Today, i suppose it's holidays for those who are studying and for some who are working. But hospitals will not be closed. Thus, i am here comfortably sitted in front of the computable before work starts. After two days of fun, i m mentally well to start work le. Shall update more tonight. Tata!

Dear blog, Am feeling a little emo tonight..maybe was after the talk wif magdalene..maybe was after i saw jeremy's friendster note..maybe was becoz i m too tired..too may possibilites..i dunno. Well, as i was deleting away my blog entries just now, i was reading thru each of them..and all of a sudden, i felt a pang of guilt. Remorseful of why i didnt make certain decisions at that time, why i didnt let go of certain things sooner.Regretted how i behaved towards some pple some donkey years ago...wondering whether they have been upset for long..well, all these are some mistakes in life which i have to live wif..hopefully, all these will be great lessons so that i wont make the same mistake again..tomolo is monday..am looking forward to it after such a relaxing weekend..tata!

Dear blog, I have deleted away a part of my memories..some parts which brought so much joy and laughter, and another part which brought so much tears into my life. All these, i believe, even though i have deleted them away, they will be safely hidden somewhere inside a corner of my heart. This year hasnt realli been a very good year. In fact, my 20 year old life taught me alot. Many things which i naively thought was as simple as ABC. Every since i started working, i realised that i have changed..to somebody whom sometimes i dun recognise. But nevertheless, i know that my love for my frens and passion for music will always be there. IT's still the same old brand new me bah, i guess. Anyway, all those entries i have deleted was those i moved from my previous blog...so maybe i shouldnt have even wasted the time to moved back all these entries. Hmm..maybe it's time for a new start..to bury the ghost of the past and move on. It's then, where i can live on happier..:D