Guess what? Thought i should be studying now..but somehow, i suppose i just wasnt in the mood. Kinda sick of studying..perhaps this is wat i will call over anticipation of holidays..Or rather..in simpler terms...i m LAZY!! Shucks..i tink i better dun tink about holidays for the next few days le. Later having BV paper..actually abit panicky..keep thinking whether there's anything that i forget to study or missed out..praying that i can do well for my BV..although that isnt exactly one of my fav modules. Hee..AFter today's paper..will leave me wif CL complication. Looking forward to it. Actually feeling kinda sad too, coz after this sem , we wont be having anymore sem papers. I can still remember yr 1, where i realli dread sem papers, hoping tht it will end soon. However, just as it is about to come to an end, i feel kinda sad..what an irony..Just hope to do my best for the last few sem papers that i m gg to have. A level results gg to be released soon..all the best to my frens out there..somehow, it made me wonder again, if i went to JC, what will my life be like??? Who noes..only god noes bah..but i believe this is the best path for me..hee...all the best for all those taking exams later...tata...

Guess this will be the last time i will be ever taking sem paper..actually realli want to study hard for it de..but somehow, abit tired from all those studying..hee..the only thing dat keeps me going is the thought of being able to go back to syco for practise and of course, dou hua!!! Hee..been thinking alot about the past these few days, feel a bit sad at the way things are now...Lemme see..these few days, after the thursday paper, woke up on friday to study complications..then saturday, actually wanted to go bbco de..but somehow, the thought of not being able to complete revision made me give up tat idea. So saturday, stayed at home, watched tv, study, watch tv. Hee..actually this kind of life not bad bah..then i kept telling myself.."Next week this time, i will definately not be at hm..should be out enjoying myself.." Haha..somehow, it seems to keep me motivated. Anyway, today is just gg to be a day to study lo..but gg to church later..looking forward to service..Realli feeling panicky and jittery these few days, suppose is just worried about the exams and the results bah. After all, i m not those intelligent pple, just someone who is dumb but chose to work hard in studies bah..when exams finish, will be the start of ITP..kinda looking forward to it, then the mushrooms gg to Batam...sobz..left me in singapore..But at least i will be able to concentrate on my music bah..exams coming..worried about not able to pass my diploma exam..perhaps i still wanna go get a degree for piano..but somehow, i tink i fall under the category of not veri talented and lazy pianist..how????? Haha...shouldnt worry so much bah...anyway, look forward to after exams...and gg out wif mushrooms..hee...good luck for all those who are still having exams..hee...all the best..god bless..!!!

Gg to have the lst paper tomolo--patho 2...sorta finished studying le bah...revised one time plus le...perhaps later go read thru again...feeling a bit jitty..dunno y either..unprepared?? Dunno leh..anyway, shall just do my best bah..at least i wont haf any regrets. Wanted to prac piano just now de, then my sis was studying, so cant prac...sianz..always have to accomodate wif her..giving in to her..then what about me?? I have also got my piano exams too and i believe it is juz as important...if i fail, i wil have to wait for one year to retake again..which will be like retaining for a year lo..and i m two month plus away from exams..and i dun even haf the freedom to practise...still have to wait for her to have dinner then i can prac..how i wish that i will go change my wall to soundproof soon...anyone noe how much it cost??? Today supposed to go syco, realli wanted to go, but decided against it, coz tomolo is exam le..then dunno wanna slp too late...so shall be good gal and stay at home bah..anyway, to all those who are having exams now, all the best and jia worz.. :D

Guess what? I thought that i will not survive this week...but it's almost over....hee..still left mr rajeev's cl complication tomolo..actually wanted to go study earlier den can slp earlier..but in the end, i came online to read blogs, to type my attachment letter. Time realli flies..in a year's time, i wil be out of SP. Thinking back, lst day of sch seems like yesterday. From someone who doesnt study biology..to someone who at least noes the different parts of the eye..i m pretty proud of myself. But sometimes i ask myself..where would i be if i didnt come to Optometry?? Tis i dunno..but i believe that everything is planned by Him. And sometimes, tinking back of my reason for coming SP, i asked myself, whether it was worth it..Perhaps at that time, i m realli too foolish..n i learnt that it's nv wise to gif up something for a guy..dat's why i dun dare to put in my heart in a relationship..But it has already been two years..what's the point of thinking so much rite? Anyway, i will be gg to ITP soon..will be at Igard, somewhere near shaw tower..come find me if u are free...haha..today quite sad...lost my contact lens fitting notes..siar lah..sobz...feel that the world is tumbling down on me..will u be there for me when the sky comes down??

Haiz..nothing much to update..coz exams are just ard the corner..so my life simply revolves ard music church and studies..haha..so xue qi, it's not i dun wanna update..but anyway, lemme c what's there to update..erm..had patho test today, the questions are easy, but i didnt know some of the answers, coz didnt study the notes in detail..ytd had the gems thingy loh..sobz..but forget it, it's over le..hee..then today, actually wanted to go out to relax, watch movie de..but nobody pei me..partly becoz i lazy to jio pple oso..so here i m..erm..perhaps later will go out to take a walk bah...it's been a nerve racking week..thank god it's almost over..hee..next week got 6 tests...and by the way, did i mention that i passed my grade 8 theory exam?? Hee...thank god...at least i dun need to retake my exam...but i m not that satisfied wif my results..perhaps will go retake again few years later..haha...well, that's all for today..hee....

Wow..being a week plus since i have last blogged...enjoyed myself throughly last week during new year..but somehow, a bit guilty that i didnt start studying last week..haha..anyway, no use brooding over spilt water...shall do my best tis week. Erm..lemme see..saturday, went back to sch practise BV prac..thank god we still have the one last chance to practise before the actual prac test..then during the afternoon, xin zhuan called me to ask me help out in CLS D&D...played yang qin..realli brought back lots of memories..when i was in year one..the hardship during learning this instrument..well, it's all the past le..then sunday, was trying hard to study...in the evening, weiling called to ask me clinical opt stuff..but in the end, ended up chatting for ard two hours..haha...everytime got exams, we will chat on fone de..then monday, came the clinical opt test...well, killer test...so dif...but i did my best le..shall await for the results. Tuesday, had two prac tests..haiz..made quite a few mistakes..but pple do make mistakes, dun they? But i dare say i did my best..so wont feel bad regardless of the results. But i noe that all this are His plans..and his plans are always the best for me. Then ytd nite, was trying to study patho..slept at ten ..haha..cannot tahan..then woke up at 5am to study..didnt realli get much facts into the brain..still got left one whole lecture havent touch on yet..stress..help !!! ***Shall depend on you..not on my own strength..for my wisdom and strength is nothing as compared to urs...will do my best to honour your name..