SO long nv blog le...last entry was after my piano exams..two weeks ago liao. HAha..too lazy to blog..erm..thinking of changing my blogskin. Got sick of it le, time for a new change. Lemme see..erm..monday, had full day lesson, lala sick, then just the three mushrooms..i realised that nowadays got lots of presentations, so class is not that boring..haha..then tuesday, had ms lek's test, then had clinic at west coast cc..thanks to mr ar toe, i had a cl fit ytd, hee, his cornea so cute de, quite steep, then no matter how i fit, the lenses still loose. But the worse thing is, i still thought the fit is ok...haha...thanks to mr sim, my grade still not bad. But i m still worried about how i m gg to assess pple's cl fit bah. Then after clinic, went to find tp for dinner...waited for him for an hour...he was arranging the things ard the shop. Anyway, we had dinner at newton...the food not bad...haha..i miss the hokkien prawn noodles...was pretty full..then reached home at ten plus..bathed and slept. So this mornin, woke up extra early to prepare for my cl fitting presentation tomolo..coz tonite i intend to go co..so wont be able to prepare tonite. Hee..later gg to have our first subject for our fyp study. Hee..looking forward to it. Anyway, if any of you wants to try contact lens or want to have eye check, pls pls pls pls approach me..hee...Today's gonna be a wonderful day..:D

Ytd, i had my piano exam. Hee..did play a few wrong notes here and there..dun tink the examiners didnt hear wor..coz there were two examiners and one tape recorder. Hee..just hope that they dun rewind the tape and hear my lousy playing again. Then after exam, went down to Igard. Initially wanted to go home together wif lela de..but serene msg...then after going walk walk wif lela, went back Igard to have dinner wif tp. Went to Ten mile junction. The food not veri nice..the dessert still alrite ba..but dinner was unusually quiet..wonder what's wrong. Haiz..Anyway, dayne called me ard five time last nite..then i happen to be eating dinner..so didnt notice her call..hee..she's so sweet..say i nv reply her call, then worried about me ok anot. Hee..veri futile imagination..but dun worry, i m fine..and thanks for being so sweet..haha..ling oso got msg me asking how's my exam. Do i look as if i will find somewhere to jump if my exam results not good? HAha..today got class at ten. It's time to concentrate on my sch work le, since piano exam over liao. Somehow, exams seem like nv ending..haha..

Here is the analysis: You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high. Erm..found it quite true..haha..found this from ling's blog...go try it..haha..

It's a day before the exam. My heart seems to have been pumping twice as fast. Didnt get a good slp last nite..was thinking about some things. Dunno what's actually bothering me..but thank god for someone to be there to chat wif me and keep me occupied. The last piano exam was two years ago, when i was year one. How time flies. Lots of things have changed. How i wished some things will nv change. Somehow, life has to go one. I realised that the world is realistic. It gets on wif or without u...Dunno what i realli want now. Haha..i realised whenever i have exams coming, i act abit siao...has been so mani years le, but somehow, i m still bounded by stress during exams. Heck care ba..wanna just do my best then enjoy myself. Hee..cant wait for exams to be over..then can play other songs that i enjoy more, rather than the four exam pieces everyday. Erm..ytd after class, it suddenly struck me tat i had my last piano lesson. Erm..kinda sad. It's time to learn music without a teacher le..might be hard, coz i m used to be spoon fed..and was troubled by whether to pursue a degree in music or optometry. I noe i can only chose one, coz music dun have part time couse in singapore. Haiz..how???? I love both music and opto..but one can earn more than the other..and no need to c customers' face..haha..but it's gonna be a waste to give up either of them rite? Hee..

Wow...a week has flew past again..how come so past de. Hmmm..now in week 4 le, sch has started for almost a month le..Still abit in holiday mood. Must try to be more professional le. Erm..clinic started for a week liao . I hope i will be able to do well bah..shall just do my best. I believe that no one is perfect, esp when u just started...so hopefully the clinicians will be more lenient on us? Haha..i believe as time passes, all of us will become professionals rite???? Lemme c what i have done these few days. Erm..friday, had clinic session, danny have yet to grade me yet. Haha..keepin my fingers crossed that i can pass. Then after clinic, went down to Igard to find tp n my colleagues. After which, went to West mall to have dinner then went home. Erm..realised that he not in a good mood ..dunno y..bt at least i didnt kena scolding..hee..saturday, went down again, coz election day ma..i just go down help out just in case it's busy over there. Did retina screening for two pple. Someone said i veri slow...then said i was boring the patient...sobz..me sad...realli ar? I know that i m slow..but after all, i m just a beginner ma..hee..but as long as he dun mind me gg there to screw up his patients, i will jus go down and practise more lo..haha..hmm..piano exam is just ard the corner..jeez..m i nervous..haha..but by god's grace, shall all things be done.

Hee..today is public holiday..let me recall what happened the past few days. Erm..Saturday, went back to sch for clinic orientation..geez..clinc starting soon..feeling kinda nervous..i tink my rgp skills realli not too skilled. Then after clinic orientation, went to somerset..helped out in the special olympics screening. Did cover test...found it realli hard. And realised how lucky i m, to be born with normal intelligence, though not too pretty, slightly fat and looks dumb. Haha..anyway, after which, went walk walk wif the mushrooms..then initially wanted to go Igard then go home together wif lela de..but by the time i left OG wif mushrooms, already six plus le..so went home lo. Then sunday, had the simei screening..did AR..repeating the same instructions over and over again. But mostly are old pple, so is a new experience for me bah. After screening, went home to bathe..then at nite, went out wif some frens to watch 16 Blocks..erm..perhaps action pack movies are just not my cup of tea ba..feeling cold and giddy inside the cinema..coz sat quite near the front. So basically, these two days, nv touched my books, nor prepared myself for the clinic tomolo..hee..that's why i told myself..today wont go out. Wanna stay at home and study...esp for my music exam..it's gonna be in a week's time. god..i m so stressed..hee..but i noe that whatever that happens, it's god's plan. So shall just put in my best lo... ***********The day before..i asked someone..how do u noe if u realli like someone...and he replied..when u see that person, ur heart beats faster...u just wan that person to be happy and u will want to see that person frequently..So if u dun feel the following, does that mean u dun like that person???? Haha..funny rite? Eh..i tink i m too young to understand such complex stuff...