Time realli flies..it's friday again. Today, clinic was great. First patient is tze siang..poor guy...tortured by me..the left eye temporal, at least got grade 3.5 hyperamia. Sorry leh tze siang..hee..i already tried to be veri gentle le. Anyway, u can haf ur revenge next time. HAHa..AFterwhich, 2nd px was chuan zi..came for OGE..pretty easy patient, but keep hurrying me to do faster, as if monica not giving me enuf stress. Then he held on to the history records, refusing to let me refer. What kind of senior is that??? ANyway, he's pretty nice lah..poke his eye oso nv complain..and i must admit i was pretty rough wif him..coz was rushing for time..hee..sorry leh..But thank god i didnt end too late. So had time to rush upstairs for FYP. So now finish fyp le, slack in library, doing chris ng report. Kena stressed by stella...haiz..but looking forward to chalet tomolo..been such a long time since i last went for chalet..so will definitely pia finish my work by today..tata..

Woke up at 11 today..saw three missed call. Thus, i dragged myself out of bed and started out my day my returning the calls. Then, called sokie. Haha..realised that ever since FYP started..i seem to hear her voice everyday. Then after which, i went to feed my darling hammys. Then, i sat myself in front of the comp..saw lala's email regarding the report. Haha..stress till i havent had breakfast and now, no appetite for lunch. Just praying that my gastric wont act up..or not it's gg be a long day. **Feel sad..sad that why you have changed so much since the day i have known you?? When i saw you, you seemed like a stranger to me..i no longer understand you.

Today..woke up earli in the morning at 10 plus..thanks to my mom. Hee..she finally allowed to me keep three hammy. OMG..they are so cute. Although got one male hammy kept biting me. I think it was becoz i disturbed him when he was having his breakfast. But i somehow realised that if you realli love somebody or something, no matter how much that person hurts u..u will still love that someone. Anyway, today, the fyp subject pang seh. I shall remember his name. Hmph. So here i m, doing my presentations. Should be done le bah. So later gg out to sign the contract for that music sch thingy, then gg to meet a fren. Should be coming home earli tonite , coz nv go dinner wif him le.

I realli wanna forget that u ever crossed my life..but memories are just so hard to erase.

I m sad...feeling a sense of self pity. But on second thought,what's the point? I should have known that things will end up this way. Anyway, thanks to the book that naziah lent me. What i have learnt from the story is that, the world will not stop spinning becoz of you. Life still goes on even if you are stopped in your tracks. So why bother to let something worthless in your life to slow down ur pace?? But it was then, i realised why ur comments matter to me. But well, too bad. This morning, the FYP sujbects came at 9am..sorry dayne and ling..got u guys scolded by ms yeo for nothing. Perhaps i realli recorded the time wrongly. Luckily mrs lim was pretty nice about the whole thing. Yipee..we finished that two kids' test today. Tomolo..stil need to go back to sch. Pissed off wif some stuff..but i suppose that's how things work out in life. If there's no Downs, there wont be any Ups...hmm...

Opened my eyes earli in the morning and saw melissa's msg that the subject not there yet. Thus, called her..i tink the subject told one of us that he not coming..but nobody informed me. Anway, after which, i went to read me emails..saw that the mushrooms already started on the 10000 word essay le..so decided to do my part. BUt somehow, my microsoft word weird weird de lo..dunno why got some symbols de. Feeling pretty tired..hee..but looking forward to this evening..gg to fetch the hamsters home..getting two male ones..coz my fren said her male hamsters dun fight de..and i better pray that they dun..i dun wish to see any eyeball lying ard in the cage. Lemme see..this week has been busy one. Monday, went to IGard to help out..still learning how to interpret results to the patients. Tuesday, went back to sch for FYP..and wed oso..saw this veri veri adorable kid..hee..then thursday, went cycling wif lihua, xp and ling, and my butt still hurts, due to that bicycle seat lo. Friday, went to help out at Igard..then went shopping wif yiwen. Haha..tried on a tube dress..but due to the lack of assets, the dress dun look nice on me. Saturday, went to help out again. Something pai seh happened. I was taking retina photo, then saw that the choriodal cresent dun look so normal..den i oso dunno how to explain the results to the patient. Thus, i called tp up..and he just say it's part of the degeneration process..then just ask px back for follow up. And he laughed at me..saying that i go scare the px..sobz..bt anyway, it's realli a good experience bah. At least, next time i noe dun make a fuss out of a degeneration process le. Tomolo monday, wondering whether to go down and help. Stressed over my reports..help!!! Btw..did i mention that i found a job. Thank god!!Next month, i wil be teaching piano at bt gombak christofori music sch..hee..looking forward to it. Hope tat the kids will be those full of passion about music. After all, attitude is all it matters.

It has been a bad day, nevertheless, i realli thank god for everything. For the bible says, if god brings u to it, he will bring u through it. Indeed, i always believed in that...and i m waiting for him to bring me through it. Seriously, FYP is getting on my nerves..it's not that i dun enjoy it..but pple are calling my fone even on my off days at home. AT this rate, i tink i wil probably start to transfer my calls to somewhere else. Dun wish to write about today..realli been such a bad day...met that brat, that snob ...but thank god for nice pple like ms lek and anna..not forgetting my mushrooms...n of course, my dear iris...hee..

I m now sitting in front of the computer. My brains seems to be working pretty hard, thinking about FYP, about the upcoming presentations, reports etc. Poor brain of mine...so puny and yet have to go thru so much. HAHa..anyway, actually wanted to stay at home and finish up my presentations, but i tink i will have to make a trip down to sch..then after which, perhaps go shopping to get some stuff. My tub of ice cream is finishing..shucks..i can already visualise myself getting fatter. Lala gg for surgery this week..ger..be strong k? Shall keep u in my prayers..love ya..:D

Today..was waken up at 6 plus by my sis' alarm clock. Then didnt manage to get much slp since then. So basically only had five plus hours of slp. Then went to sch. Had clinic. Got my lst failed grade. Ha..realised that it was worth remembering ..so decided to blog about how i got my lst failed grade. i tink i had only fats inside that punny brain of mine, coz i forgot to switch off the lights when doing Visual Field, which i tink even an idiot could remember lo. But somehow, it realli made me feel bad, coz the px was pretty tired and i wasted so much of his time. So, dawn was rite to fail me. But somehow..the other scl fit, i dunno why her grades were likdat la..though didnt fail, but not veri good marks. I dun mind getting poor grading for my clinic as long as i have learnt from my mistake. Erm..for today..the one that i didnt fail..i didnt noe why i deserve that grade. Perhaps different pple, different marking scheme bah, what is important is to learn from mistakes i guess. What is important is not the results, but the attitude towards the results. That's what i have learnt. :D And i believe the failed grade is gonna be the one and only in my black book.

Hee..i have got a new blogskin le. Initially wanted to delete away those unwanted memories..but i realisd there's no point. Those memories are in the heart, not in this blog. Anyway, wat's passed is already the past. No point brooding over spilt milk rite? Hee..i just take this as a new beginning ba. Everything happens in life for a reason. I m sure what has happened is not a coincidence..Hee..shall start everything anew again..:D

Sometimes i wonder, why is it that some friendships are so fragiles...how can a fren be so nice towards you n giving you cold shoulders the next moment??? If that is the case, is that still considered fren?? Perhaps mandy was rite...i m just naive and idealistic..and most importantly, havent seen enuf of the world bah. Perhaps that's how the reality world is like. This will just be a very important lesson to remind me nv to treat friendships so seriously. I haf learnt my lesson. It's you who made me realised what a joy it was to be your fren..and it was also you who made me realise how fragile friendships are.

It has been dunno how long since i have last blogged..life seems to have nothing much to talk about nowadays. Dunno why. Perhaps just got over the excitment of blogging..but shall try to update as often as i can. Or not i shall close this bloggie down le...haha..some memories r better kept in the heart than in the blog. It's funny how a guy and a ger's way of thinking can be so different isnt it? Haha..anyway..lemme see.. This week has been a busy one..had eye screening on wed, fri and sat. So basically, juggling between fyp and screening. Realli enjoy screening..coz get to see different pple..makes my life interesting. As for fyp..well, realli stressed out by it..praying hard that we can get enuf subjects...shall give me best for this proj. After screening today, actually wanted to go out..but was too tired..so went to take a nap. Then received a call from Christofori..offering me a job on saturday morning..but too bad i cant take it. I pray that god will bless me with a saturday evening piano job..haha..shall see how bah.