Hee..happy new year..haha..Ivan...it's ur year...happy?? Woof..! Haha..woke up earli in the morning..my mom's fren came at nine plus..but not married..so no ang bao for me...then was feasting on the goodies..think i lost my voice again..shucks..anyway, tomolo most probably gg for tuan bai..means that i wont be at home for the whole day..haiz..worry about my studies..when sch reopens, still have to juggle between syco and sch work and piano..haha..tink i shall go apply for leave for syco le..haiz..tink no time to study this holiday..forget it..haha..shall just enjoy myself..hope that later got pple come over..so will get a few more ang bao..was reading someone's blog just now, and it struck me that living a life with no regret is most important..let's live life to the fullest, with no regrets..

Long time nv blog le..have been sick for a week le..But for everything that has happened, the good things and the things that seems to be bad, i give thanks to Him..Well..so practically didnt study this week, coz when i reach home, iwll just eat medicine then watch tv then slp..didnt prac piano much as well..was feeling better on wed, praise god..so i could watch the memoirs of geisha wif ling and stella.Was realli a touching movie, one tht realli moved my heart. Then after which, went for syco, haha..didnt play well, coz was lazy to look at the scores beforehand..then thursday, my sickness took a turn for worse, was feeling dizzy..but insisted on gg sch..Then halfway thru lesson, was feeling realli uncomfortable wif my eyes, went to spoc..diagnosed wif bacteria conjunctivitis. Nv thought that i will kena it, well, realli look just as disgusting as the pictures shown in the patho book..haha..but thank god my eyes are better le, although it cross infect..so i presume that i wouldnt be stepping out of the house for these few days bah..haha..Then ytd, skipped gems..coz wanted to go library to do tutorial. Finally, was rajeev's lesson, kaoz..fell aslp in his class, due to the medicine that i took ealier on..then he called me to answer qn..lucky got stella help me..hee..thanks ger..Then class ended on time, i went home and slacked..at least i managed to practise piano le..shall realli work hard and not let laziness get me down..Well, kinda miss last year..cant help but keep thinking of what happened last year..But somehow, i know that things will nv be the same again. Anyway, it's a new year again..look forward to having breakthroughs and new experiences...looking forward to a new beginning..i m starting to see light again..after this period of time..thank god for it..

Hi there..no time nv blog le...just in case u are wondering, well, m just too lazy to blog...was down was fever for the last two days, thank god i m quite alrite le..except for the sore throat..wonder how i m gg to play sheng tomolo..but well, He has His plans. Anyway, today, went to causeway point wif stella..shop for new year clothes..haha..laugh till pengz loh..despite the fact that i m left wif minimum amount of voice to talk. She today dunno why so hao sei..kaoz..told me to buy a translucent shirt ..then wear a black colour bra underneath it...what kind of fren is she? OMG...haha..in the end, bought a top from U2..quite cheap..coz was one of the on sales item..then bought sth from THis Fasion..not veri nice though..haha..This morning..had BV prac..got two signatures..so i presume that i m the one in the class with the most amount of signatures unsigned? But well, no need to be too stressed about it bah..coz at least i noe that it's not becoz i m not well prepared for the demo, but juz that the teacher dun passby our room that often...After which, went to FC 4 for lunch..regretted eating the fried chicken thingy..now sore throat even worse..what to do?? Haha..pray for me..hee..gg to slp le..so tired..*yawn...

Haha..today is thursday again..ytd, had three hours of lesson..followed by gg to the lab..and stella and i go verify the rgp lens..hope that next time, wont get mixed up again..then after which, dayne offered to help..then i go downstairs to find weiling to do BV prac..then sok hong and gang were in the same room..chatting and toking about the overseas ITP...i wanna go OIPT!!!! but my mom dun allow..shucks..just becoz the terrorists..deep down, actually i noe that it's for my own good, and she realli cares about me. BUt somehow, we only live once, dun we? So i believe that we should make the most of our lives..furthermore, this trip is gg to be different from having attachment in singapore. I can realli learn things which cant be picked up from books and attachment in optical shops. Besides, there are only 20 spaces leh..a hard to find chance..and the only problem is my parents loh..lol...what to do? Haiz..shall pray to god about it..if it's his plan to let me stay in singapore, then i trust that he have a better plan for me. Anyway..later got four hours of patho lesson..haha..hope that i will be able to stay awake thruout the whole class...tink i will go buy chocolates later..haha..food for the brains. Time realli flies..it's almost new year..and after which, wil come our sem exams again..and after this, no more sem exams..hee..lastly, wanna thank dayne, stella and weiling for waiting for me ytd to finish that bv prac thingy..hee..gotta go do my maths tut le..sobz..haha..tata...

Haiz..bad day today..dun realli like tue..but thank god i didnt slp during bv..survived thru the day..so now here i m..to do my clinical opt prac qns..that 12 marks de..kaoz..cant find the reading de..still desperately searching for it..then tomlo still got piano lesson..till now havent practise yet..dunno what time can slp tonite..realli on the verge of physical breakdown..god..help me...

Wow..sunday almost gone le..went for the river raft performance..met ling and lihua at clark quay..then realised that we were a bit too earli..then performance started at nine plus..thank god this yr i playing sheng, so sitting at the front..so not that warm..haha..m still traumatised by last yr's river raft..anyway, today has realli brought back lots of memories..haha..could still remember two yrs ago..if i didnt go for that performance..i probably wouldnt be in SPCO now..haha..haiz..time realli flies..somehow, time passes too fast..before i wanna do something, time has mercilessly passed..anyway, thanks to chao yong who helped me take the sheng from sch..After performance today, went to clementi to eat, then actually ling and i wanted to go walk walk de..but after the heavy lunch..we were both drownsy le..then something funny happened on the way home..I asked li hua to sniff her shirt..whether got smell of barberque pork...then she say got..then i said "Ya lor..that stall just now selling barberque pork mah". then she thought i was referring to when we were back at clark quay..then she said.."I thought the stall was selling hageen dazz..." haha..i think ur nite stupidness getting worse le..how?? Haha..Then went home..took off my contact lens..didnt bother to bathe..then plonked myself down on my bed..and slpt till six plus..then had dinner. Haha..i m practically living life like a pig--eat slp and eat..haha..getting fatter le...how? Later nobody want me le..haha...Tomolo class starting again..abit sian..but well..just hope that i can have enuf slp tonite..then wont fall aslp in class...tata..

What a tiring day, ytd went to chinatown wif the mushrooms..and had lots of fun..ate lots of stuff..can already feel fat on my body..haha..then reached home at twelve plus..thanks to stella, who asked me to go take bus 143..haha..but anyway, enjoyed the bus ride..the tranquility and peace which i have not experienced for a long time during rides..TOday, woke up at seven, then went to sch to prac RGP fitting..haha..did on yuan fang..lucky her eyes quite easy to fit..haha..then after which, went home, then went to church..saw someone like hsien han's bro..didnt noe he converted..then here i m again..Haha..later gg to prac piano..shall work on my vision..for when life has no vision, it has no direction..tata..

From the beginning, i knew that perhaps it wasnt the right choice, but somehow, i didnt noe why i still go ahead wif the decision. I didnt see the picture as a whole, i fail to give up what was so insignicant for the sake of Him. I thought i noe what was the best, perhaps i didnt..i dunno whether i have done it rite..but one thing i m sure of: everyone makes mistake, i do too..i failed this test, this test of endurance..and i dunno what to do wif my life now...but i noe what i want..i wanna be walking right wif god...closer to him everyday..even if my life is filled wif all the things in the world, but it will not be complete without Him...i believe by faith that things will turn out right. For Adam sinned, disobeyed god, but god still forgave him. For Cain sinned, although the fellowship was broken, but the relationship remains..i pray that my disobedience will be forgiven, as i sincerely repent..life have to go on, if i continue brooding over the past, it will be useless..if i m fated to be back there again, i believe, he will bring me back there...

Hi..thanks for tagging..haha..at least i noe someone is reading my blog..despite how boring it is..haha..thanks..today was an unlucky day for me..haiz..dun mention what happened le..but the outcome is, my butt hurts..kaoz..haha...Hope to c more tagging..haha..i m just another ger who needs care and concern..it's friday tomolo..gg chinatown wif weiling, stella and dayne..haha..thank god that all the quizes are over le..haha..time to enjoy..hee..tata

I realised that my blog is dead..nobody blogs..doesnt seem that anybody is reading?? Haha..if that's the case, den i will probably close down this blog and open a private one bah..so mani cobwebs ard here..if anyone is reading, can pls leave a tag?? Haha..my tagboard lonely..sobz..

Actually was sitting on my bed this morning..and i tink i m sorta sentimental bah..suddenly thought of the past..realli realised that i missed the days in sec sch..although i hate maths..although i hate failing my maths and had some bad memories..but well, i realli miss my life in the past..olevel music..the competition..remedials till quite late..co nite..haha..co camps in sch..all these will never be anything more than memories bah..haha..miss my sec sch co peeps..now they all in jc or poly le..how time flies..still remembered the time when i was in sec two..haiz..actually what is the use of thinking about the past when only the present awaits u?? I dunno..but i suppose..that's part of me to tink about the past le bah..hope that one day, i can realli fulfil my wishes of being a great pianist and musician..leaving behind great memories bah..haha..tata..

haha...today didnt step out of the house..i tink i m realli a polar bear..now weather so cold..feel like hibernating..finished studying my cl complications..tried to mermorise two times..but well..in holiday mood loh..after ytd's two tests..haha..so in the end, after my piano lesson at two plus, i kept myself occupied wif junk food and tv..then finally, when i decided to study, i fell aslp..haiz..think later have to go read thru a few more times..and look thru my tutorial..haha..tomolo only got two hours lesson..then after which gg to register for my diploma..hope that it wont take too long..well..happy holiday..haha..

haha...today didnt step out of the house..i tink i m realli a polar bear..now weather so cold..feel like hibernating..finished studying my cl complications..tried to mermorise two times..but well..in holiday mood loh..after ytd's two tests..haha..so in the end, after my piano lesson at two plus, i kept myself occupied wif junk food and tv..then finally, when i decided to study, i fell aslp..haiz..think later have to go read thru a few more times..and look thru my tutorial..haha..tomolo only got two hours lesson..then after which gg to register for my diploma..hope that it wont take too long..well..happy holiday..haha..

haha..have been playing computer games for the past two hours..felt a bit guilty..coz should have used the time to practise piano..but well..no use pondering over spilled water..Haha..ytd was SPCO pop concert..realli thought it was gonna be a bad nite..coz sheng spoil..and mr lee dun seem to give a hoot about it..haiz..well..who will? I suppose that's how life is in CO?? But luckily..got wenhao..helped me fix..hey there..thanks alot for ur help..Then ytd..lunch..had roast chicken rice..at nite..white chicken rice..haha..have phobia of chicken now..haha..then ytd concert..realli wanna thank god that i didnt make a fool of myself during the lao shu ai da mi..or nt i sure find a hole and bury myself de..haha..then ytd nite..veri earli end le..like 9 plus...then we went for supper at mac..then went home..and today, i spent my day at home to study..hope that i will be able to remember the facts bah..haha..i go watch tv le..got that charity show..haha..tata...