Now in EIC class, the teacher veri cute..stand in front keep toking and toking about motivation and relationship. Hmm..interesting..but i tink my mind not here bah..dat's why abit sianz. Too many things on my mind nowadays. FYP is getting on my nerves. People reveal their true selfish character. Somehow it's sad that some pple feel to understand that they are students who happen to have some other committments and so i sincerely feel that we should noe where our pritorities are. Just filled in the FYP schedule. I can see my future holidays kena burned le..haha..but nvm bah..it's just for another three months. I am realli looking forward to working life. Realli anticipating. I am tinking of gg overseas for studies. But perhaps not so soon bah...coz i want to support my own education. Thinking of gg to UK or australia bah. Hee..shall c how bah..

Ytd..shouldnt have went down to orchard area to fix my fone.Den i could have stayed at home and not know that another of my colleague is leaving. I mean..as a fren, i realli enjoy her company..but somehow, if i were the boss, i m not sure whether i will still be feeling this way. I tink i will miss the times where we spend together. Hmm..ger..thanks for everything. Stay in contact k? Muackz..

Time realli flew past just likdat. Just read weiling's blog. Feel kinda sad. Hmm.. what she have said is true. Hw come things just couldnt be as simple as they used to be? Given my rash and hot headed character, i noe that i will probably get into a quarrel with someone before i get things done. Hopefully i can curb my temper bah. Anyway, in life, i finally realise that there is nothing known as fairness. Someone used to tell me, if there is fairness in the world, the anatomical position of the heart will be at the centre and not to the left side le. I guess that's true. So i have learnt to go for what i tink i deserve, coz if u dun go for what u want, pple will nv give it to u. Perhaps that's kinda self-centered thought, but as time goes by, i cant help but realise how true it is. If u dun tell pple what u wan, pple will nv noe, and if u get rejected in the process, at least u didnt let urself down, coz at least u expressed ur thoughts. Hm..fyp is getting on my nerves. And some pple are practically dancing on my nerves. Didnt even enjoy my weekend in peace. But i guess all these are gg to be over soon. Through tis experience, i have learnt how to work wif different types of pple..and learn of who can be trusted wif responsible tasks. I guess all these are process of growing up bah.

Hee..time to blog again. Hmm.so long nv blog. Start from last thursday bah. Was supposed to be on counter duty de..but so heng that i have one GE..coz got walk in. Then do lo..didnt bring anything, and the CL room 2 has poor ergonomics lo. ANyway, after which, in e last slot, sok hong's px pang seh..so let her do scl fitting on me. She veri funny de lo..i sit there laugh until drop. Haha..anyway, shant elaborate what she did...later she come after me. Then friday, had class..went home. Saturday, went to work...mr boss dunno how come these few days like weird weird de...anyway, went dinner with jeremy and tp after work..so long nv c him liao..still the same old lamer. HAha..den sunday went to SOA screening..feel guilty coz didnt help much..and sok hong was her usual self, making me laugh wif her mistakes bah. Haha..no offence leh ger. :D ..after which, went to Vivo wif sok hong..both of us wanted to find something to eat, and we ended up at banquet..coz the two of us not good wif directions. After which, went to sentosa wif jeremy and frens..played beach volley ball..kaoz..hand hurts..and i m surprised i could still play piano after that.. Monday, had class..two hours..then did fyp. By the time we finished, it was rahinning cats and dogs..thus ling and i waited while di siaoing hwee teng's fyp grp. Then we went home together. Tuesday...which is today, i was awoken up by the bustle and hustle from the mosque near my house. Did my GE ppt..prac piano, played tons of computer games..(which i immensely regretted) and here i m, chatting online. I tink later i shall go prepare for my CL ppt bah..but a bit lazy leh..haha..shall c how, too much computer work will lead to more rapid progression of myopia, esp when i m already seeing lotsa floaters. Hmm..i realised that it's been quite a long time since i can rest at home for the whole day without going out le. Realli appreciate the time spent today. Hee..lastly, happy Hari Raya..and happy bdae to my dearest, cutest and blurrest li hua..hee..muacks..!

Hi pple!!~ So long nv blog le..coz wasnt at home till pretty late, den didnt hav the heart to wake my dad up coz the comp is in his room. Lemme see...hmm...clinic has started for almost a month le..things are good..the part time clinicians are getting beter and less stingy with their grades. It is less than three months before we graduate. Class has been pretty enjoyable coz it's realli relaxing. Last friday, the mushrooms presented me wif an earli bdae present. Thanks gers..and thanks li hua, harrison, and my dearest lao gong!!~ Hee..like it alot, but my figure not good la..later wear le, pple vomit blood how?? Haha.. Then on 16th...i didnt realli feel like celebrating coz it felt meaningless bah..and bdae has never failed to bring back some bad memories from the past, reminding me of my stupid mistakes. Thus, initially, i didnt feel like celebrating de..but half way while working, i suddenly feel like meeting my mushrooms..so msg dayne to see if they are available at nite..sadly, our lala wasnt able to make it..so i said nvm lo. Then who noes tp knew about my bdae..then celebrated for me..so i want to clarify that i wasnt becoz tp was celebrating for me so i didnt want the mushroom gathering.. U guys noe me well enuf that i m not those kind of pple rite.. Anyway, wanna thank him for celebrating for me. So this saturday, we are gg to have our mushroom outing!! Told tp i not gg to work le..coz i tink on a public holiday, wont have too mani pple bah..at most after that, i go down and help out after i finish gg out wif my dearies. Mushrooms!!~ Where shall we go this sat?? Zoo? Kbox? High Tea?? Hee...long time dun have outing le..or we go beach? I tink i will realli miss these outings after we graduated from SP..after all, time will be more packed..and it will be harder to meet up..but i trust that our friendship will be able to withstand all these and we will still be able to meet up rite?? Hmm..that's al for now. Lastly, wanna thank all those who have msg me to wish me happy bdae..pple like tze siang, hwee teng, huiting, yiwen, enci, esther and alot alot more..thanks so much for making me feel loved. Muacks..

Though i try to make it a point to blog every now and then, but i find it hard la, owing to my pure laziness. Hmm..feel kinda sick nowadays. I tink the haze is realli affecting my health. Head feels kinda heavy and throat kinda irritated. Well, at least this week no need to work. No doubt i enjoy work, but somehow, i tink i lack slp, and it's making me short in attention span. Cant even practise piano or do other things for long without getting restless. Anyway, shall realli try to get more slp and work out abit, so as to have a physically and mentally healthy body and mind. Hee..bdae coming. Seems so sian..perhaps the hope of wanting to grow up and be more matured dimishes through the years. Although u have lived through sweet 18...but part of u may just wish that time will nv go on. Somehow, being 18 has been the most tiring and impactful year of my life. I hope that 19 yrs old is gg to be easy...no more frustations on certain stuff..more mild temper..and look young forever. Haha..anyway, i tink i will probably be spending my dae alone on my bdae..realli been so long since i have spent quality time wif myself. Lotsa things to tink about, to consider and to forget. If i were to be granted one wish, i will wish that some things have never happened.