Haha..praise god..haha..exams finish le..erm..ytd, had mushroom gathering..went to dunno what place..to have dim sum..haha..the food really not bad..and quite worth for money. As mentioned in ling's and stella's blog, dayne is indeed a small eater..haha..dayne, next time we dun eat buffet le..then after which, we went to take a walk ...then got one african shop..the things there veri nice!!~ hAHA..bought a bracelet..then ling bought a pair of ear rings..haha..bo bian..couldnt stand the temptation of leaving the shop without buying anything..haha..then after which, went back to sch..do evax..haha..then after which, went to lennon's house. The game played during care grp so fun..haha..and the praise and worship..i realli wanna thank god for it.. Coz i was the keyboardist..then half way thru, yuhan switched off the lights..then i couldnt see..coz was at nite le..but it turned out quite well bah..haha..today, was clearing up my room in the morning, realised that three semesters have flew past us..time realli has no mercy on us ..haha..shall look forward to the next sem. But before that, still got my theory exam, then my mom kept nagging at me to faster go take my diploma exam..then tell me to stay at home more to prac piano..haiz..holidays gonna be quite packed..haha..shal pray that i organise my time well to do all these things..haha..my pig sty about to finish clearing le..hehe..btw..lastly..mushroomz..soryr leh..that i had to leave earlier..hehe..but i noe u guys veri nice de rite? Haha..love ya..muackz..

Well..didnt realli have enuf slp last nite..just couldnt get to slp..coz actually i went to bed at 11pm..then lie on the bed till veri long..then decide to get up and read some storybooks. But sadly, that didnt get me tired..haha..so finally gave up and went to the kitchen to drink some milk and went to slp..Haiz..but i keep waking up in the middle of the nite.. And this morning at 6am, i decided dat that's it.. I woke up and went to study..hehe..actually thought i will be rather tired de..but surprisingly, even though i slpt less than five hours today, can still remember my facts well..haha..no matter what, always be thankful for all the things..regardless of the good things that happen in ur life or the things that seems to be bad..hehe..and that will certainly make ur day bright. now waiting for my mom to come back from market..me hungry le..haha..without filling my stomach,i cant study..hehe..shall end here, wonder who is gg to be online later before gg to sch for paper..heh..Happy day..hehe..when u are in a good mood, even the sun seems to shine brighter today..hehe..have a blessed day.. :D

Well..exams are coming to an end soon..hope that all my hard work will pay off. I dare not say that i have been studying all 24 hours of the day..haha..but i dare say that i did all i could to study, with my limited energy and memory space in my brain. Well..tomolo is last paper le..hehe..hope that i can do well. I noe that my brain is slow in terms of understanding concepts..so in terms of modules where i can mermorise, i wanna do my best..and i sincerely hope that i can do well..and erm..i have done my best in studying, the rest is up to god le..i believe that no matter what is the outcome, He has the best plan for me..Haha..today, woke up earli to study, then in the afternoon tired liao, so read thru two times nia..then here i m..trying to relax myself..then later go watch tv..shall study a bit more after watching tv..hehe..tomolo this time, i wonder what i m doing..hehe..well..shall go play some online games..to all those who are still having exams..all the best..just do ur best.. :D

Haha..long time nv blog le..not becoz i busy studying..but wasnt even at hm..then by the time i reach home..already quite late le..then lazy to online liao..haha..Let me start from friday..had CL exam..erm..was not veri difficult..hope to get a B hopefully..haha..then after exam..ling, dayne and i went to JP..if u are wondering why dun have stella..haha..go ask that ger loh..went city hall to meet her boat..sobz..haha..then after which, i went to buona vista, coz got gathering wif my church mates..haha..played some games..then one game was police and theif..haha..realli long time nv run le..so now, body ache..sad siar..in the holidays must go exercise le..then saturday..haha..didnt realli study much, coz veri tired, friday slept at 2 plus to finish my theory homework..but in the end, haha..stll didnt manage to finish it..then ended up feeling so tired on sat..then no mood to study..hehe..partially because exam is GOING TO END SOON!!~ Hehe..can u feel how excited i m? Haha..dotx..but shall not slack too much, coz i dun wanna see another C in my report card..Saturday, went for service, then reached home at ard 10.30..took a bath and slack abit then slp le..haha..so practically didnt study much..then today, woke up and studied that ocular tumour and injuries..not veri sure whether the facts absorbed inside my brain le mah...shall go read study one more time later..Jus now, just had my piano lesson..shucks..demoralising..realised that i havent been practising my piano faithfully..felt rather guilty..well..shall make it up during the holidays bah..now just wanna think about studies..nothing else..hehe..May i pray that i can realli do well for my exams..Realisation just struck me that i arent as hardworking as before le..wonder y..have i lost the passion to study? Haha..IMPOSSIBLE..coz there wasnt this passion to start wif..haiz..haha..shall just do my best and let god do the rest..hehe..have a blessed week.. :D

HAha..praise god!!~ Exams are finally coming..erm..feeling a bit excited at the thought of after exams..hehe..and also wif the hope that i can do well for my papers. However, somehow, inside me now, i m confused..dunno whether i have prepared myself well enuf.. but i tink i have realli done my best le bah..Well..haha..shall do the best and leave the rest to god. Believe that he has the best plan for me no matter what. Before i end, weiling, stella, dayne..all the best for ur paper tomolo..work hard..hehe..and peggy..dun so sad..I believe that u have the potential to do well..dun be demoralised by that paper..it's not worth pondering..shall keep u guys in prayers..let's work hard to achieve desirable results together..god bless.. nitez.. :D

Hehe..another wonderful day blessed by god..hehe..woke up earli to mug my books..coz scared at nite after dinner then too lazy to study le..Well..erm..ok bah..managed to finsh intro to contact lens once le..later offline liao then read one more time bah..haha..then perhaps that's all i m gg to study today..haha..anyway, got two more days to pharmacology exam..tink should be able to have enuf time..or not, later i go study a bit bah..haha.. Anyway, yesterday at service, sth suddenly struck me..i realised that i nv treasured the pple ard me..never, until i realised that they are gg to leave.. N i realli wonder why is it that i m have realise the importance of these pple until they leave. Perhaps i m just so plain stupid..haha..anyway, i realli m..(I knew that long ago..hehe..) Well..haha..enjoy ur day..hehe..happy mugging for those who are having exams..Peggy, study hard worz..dun slack kies? Haha..Yuhan, if u happen to be reading this, dun get too stressed up leh..and dun starve urself..Ivan, hehe..go for ur xing fu..dun hesitate, for chances onli come once..if u miss it, it will never come again..

HAha..today, was the first time i had the chance to slp till nine am..haha..felt so happy..but after waking up, i realised that today got churcu service, then tomolo got that wedding dinner of my cousin's..haha..thne havent start on my preparation of exams..haha..how? Haha..but i trust that god will help me thru it bah..dun wanna worry too much..haha.. I tink for the next few weeks, i will probably online less..haha..shall work hard then can enjoy my one month holiday le. Well, so tired now, just studied a bit of Intro to contact lens, then lazy to study liao..Then at nite, sure veri tired to mug books..haha..how? HAHa..Tink i better dun stress myself too much..HAha..stella, study hard leh, dun always got out wif that boat leh..hehe..ling..dun slack k? Haha..if got time, call ur house to di siao u..haha.and dayne..study hard kies? Haha..ask ar toe out to library to mug books wif u..lolz..haha..that's all folks..have a blessed weekend.. :P

Haha..today, had that killer patho slide test..kaoz..haha..realli killer..dun even noe how to do, hopefully will pass. Haha..but this week, has realli been blessed by god, did quite well for the pharmacology test, despite not enuf time to study everything in detail. Exams are coming..hehe..but shall start studying tomolo perhaps..veri tired to start today le..haha..then today, after sch, weiling and i went causeway point and shop..hehe..then destress ourselves. If u are thinking why stella wasnt with us, well..haha..she went out wif her 'boat' to town..hah.a.kaoz..so envy..hehe.. then dayne went to meet her toe..haha..so left me and ling xiang yi wei ming..haha..well..realli enjoyed myself today..haha..Feel like slping le..haha..so tired..Shall start studying tomolo..but tomolo got go out, then sun got my cousin's wedding and piano lesson..hope that i will be able to have enuf time to finish preparing for my next week's paper bah..Peeps, enjoy urself these few days..haha..god bless!!~

Sometimes, i wonder why is it that when i dun wish to be disturbed, i get messages that i wanna reply..and when i m staring blankly at the hp, waiting for that veri someone to msg, that person dun..HAHa..i feel that god is telling me that we are not possible and that i shouldnt like him..but sometimes, it's hard to control feelings rite? Well..haha..shall work on it..today, didnt receive his msg..and dun tink he wil msg oso..haha..which is good..Means that i can start to learn to forget him and get on wif life. Shouldnt think so much into things..shall just do my best in life and live it well..hehe..the same goes to those who are hurt by r/s..it's not worth pondering over things that are not urs..hehe..shall go off le..god bless!!~

Today, had my clinical opt prac exam..well..was kind of stressed out..plus ytd, didnt realli slp well, so wasnt in my top form..then Alex said that i was quite slow and need to improve on my slit lamp overall lah..erm..was kind of upset by his comment..but well, he knows my flaws best bah..haha..that's realli something that i will keep in mind..but at last, the prac exam is over, thank god that i passed both my practicals. Then today, took back that patho killer paper..thought i will be killed..but praise god!! Didnt die..hehe..did better than i expected, and i wouldnt dare say is my effort bah..coz i have already said..it was god who prompted me about what to study..and i noe that even though sometimes i say that i was lucky to have scored well, deep down, i noe that miracles dun happen twice..it is His work..realli thankful for that. For well..recently, so mani things happened...realised that my spiritual life is lagging..shall work on it..and pray that for tomolo's test, i will be able to get a pass..hehe..realli wish to do well, and show my mom that being a christian wif so much committments wont affect my studies. Realli hope that she will accept me being a christian and not be unhappy about it bah. Anyway, stella, u oso dun so sad..u like this, i see le also sad loh. Weiling, all the best for the prac exam tomolo..the same goes for u too, dayne!! Shall keep u guys in prayers..hehe..let's work hard together.. :D

To tell the truth, i have been realli trying to keep myself happy. Realli trying hard. Coz the stress is weighing down on me..all sorts of problems. haiz..realli wonder why problems have to come at the same time..but i suppose this is god's plan bah..and i believe that i will live thru it..haha..but i somehow realised that when i m sad, i smile more..and lame more than usual..but i realised that i wasnt a good thing..coz in the process, i might offend somebody unintentionally, so peeps, if in the course of any of my laming or fooling ard, i was insensitive wif my words, do forgive me..coz today, i was in sch..and well, some incidents suddenly reminded me that my actions are not that appropriate some times..and i will certainly change this. Haha..perhaps next time, when i sad, shall just keep my mouth shut, rather than offend pple wif my words..hehe..coz well..some incidents today..realli saddens me even more bah..shall not speak abt it even more..I know that i will be able to overcome all these by the grace of god..i noe i will be .. and i will continue to trust in Him..Haha..Erm..let's tok about something happy. Erm..today, had the opthalmics optic test..eh..still not bad..could answer most of the question bah..haha..should be able to get at least a pass..Then for the pharmacology..kaoz..that was realli a bit tough..the part abt the drugs de..haha.. shall not remind myself about dat..but i tink i have done whatever i could do le bah..den after sch, went to Causeway Point wif peggy and stella to walk walk..lala..dun so sad lah..what's urs wil be eventually urs..dun get saddened by things when the person is ignorant of this..no point getting unhappy about this..let's concentrate in studies and excel in studies together.. :D Haha..now at hm..slacking for a while..perhaps later go and start on my clinical opt..no matter how unhappy i m, i noe that i still have a bunch of great frens ard me, rite? Haha..i shall change for the better, peeps out there..if sometimes, there are certain flaws which u find irritating, pls tell me k? Haha..but pls do it in a gentle manner..i m one who actually get hurt easily..i wasnt as strong as i thought..

Haiz..why do problems arise one after another..i m realli tired..tired of all these..haha..it's funni that when i grow up..then i realised that fairytales are just a bunch of lies to cheat small children..haha..to let them think of how wonderful this world is..haha..to think i have been cheated for the past 17 yrs too..haha..dotx...It's realli painful..having to wait for someone..if that;s the case, i rather not wait..haha..tomolo got two tests..pray that i will do well..haha..nitez!~

Haha..sianz..now at library..just finished my eye check..then finish reivising for my ophthalmics optic..haha..dont realli feel like studying..coz veri sianz..life has no life..haha..just me and my books..haha..Actually wanted to have lunch de..but nobody free to have lunch wif me..so i guess i will have to eat books in the library le..haha..perhaps later go back and study my pharmacology..haha..realli lookinf forward to after exams..Haha..ytd nite, after finish studying,called stella..realli find that it's funny in life. When u are expecting that person to msg u..that person dun..and when u finally settle down ur heart to study, that person msg u..haha..rite stella? Haha..then ytd, most of the conversation between me and lala was 'haiz...haiz..haiz..' Haha..so funny loh...but i realised that it has been donkey years since i tok on the fone and relax myself le..haha..but i suppose we onli have one life, so just live it...praying hard that i will be able to make thru this week alive..haha...wonder what to do now..the msn cant log in..then nobody to chat wif me..haha..shall return to my books later..take care peeps..:D

Sometimes i wonder, why is it that it's so hard to love someone..why is it so hard to strike a balance in life..why is it so difficult in life to achieve certain things..there are so mani 'whys' so mani things i realli wanna noe..haha..sometimes i even wonder why do i have to go thru all these..i wonder why do i still go ahead wif certain things even though i noe that it's impossible, haha..sometimes, that's why i wonder why m i so stupid..haha..

Wonderful morning..haha..woke up pretty early..with the hope that i can complete studying for my next week's next, with the exclusion of that stupid patho slide test(Haha..that one heck care le..haha..depend on stella to study..hehe..) Ytd..haha..didnt realli study much..coz veri tired..then not feeling well oso..haha..then at nite..finally felt so what better..then went for church service..then went home and mug my books..haha..feel that life nowadays like no social life..haha..is always with the books..siarz lah..haha..but at least is just one more week..haha..then at least exams wont be so stressed..hehe..look forward to moon cake festival..can play candles again..hehe..was reading peggy's blog just now...ah ger..u dun so sad lah..some things cant be rushed and some things are fated..learn to take things in stride..and learn to look at the bright side of things..Take care and love ya..muacks..Erm..besides...stella..haha..u seem to be more xin fu now rite..haha...so envious of u..hehe..shall continue to keep u in prayers..dun give up on ur dream..haha..muackx..

Haha..guess what? Had such a tiring day...went to sch for class at 12pm..hehe..saw ivan when i was alighting..then wanted to ask him about an ICA module..then he refused to teach me..then his leg so long..walk so fast..then poor me have to catch up breathlessly..haha..Then today, during the two hour break..was slacking abit..then chatting in the yr two clinic..kinda missed the time in yr one..where we had time to chat alot wif each other, especially during those english lessons..hehe..but what's over is over, things can nv be the same again, or not it wont be called memories rite? HAha..After class, went to FC 1 to have dinner..haha..and mushroom peeps was so sweet..coz they noes i like samosa..then left five..they bought the five and gave me one..hehe..coz they knew that i was craving for samosa in class..hehe..but i tink that extra samosa will gain me some extra fats in my body..haha..AFter which, went to library to study..which wasnt exactly veri fruitful..coz just cant concentrate..haha..coz i tink too stressed up bah..oso dunno why so stressed..kaoz..haha..then went home..practise piano..and HERE i M!!~ Haha..still going to study later..shall realli study for the sake of gaining knowledge and not just having nice grades..Lastly, before i end, haha..stella, will continue to keep u in my prayers..dun be sad..cheer upz! WEiling, haha..dun so worried about ur practical exam..u will surely make it de..will pray for u..:D Dayne..haha..didnt noe u will oso get stressed up by prac exam de..hehe..relac k? Daddy is out le..enjoy ur time wif him..hehe..Btw..when can we have mushroom gathering wif DADDY?? Haha..next week is gonna be a hectic week..haha..let's work hard k? God bless.. :D

Now at library..waiting for my frens to have dinner together..haha..then nothing to do..coz dont feel like studying for the time being..haha..veri stressed today..then today, was partner for tze siang for his prac exam..luckily he passed..or not, i will surely feel veri guilty de..coz i tink i m a difficult subject..haha..then today, during anna's lesson, she postponed the slide test..haha..my prayer came true..haha...but the bad thing is, got five tests next week, including the clinical opt prac exam..haha..siar lah..but just do our best bah..haha..there's a certain limit how one's brain can contain..haha..anyway, stella, u dun so sad..especially for pple who hurt u again and again..cheer up...shall pray for u..:D Besides, dayne and ling..hehe..dun stress..all the best for ur prac exam tomolo..hehe..sure can make it de..or not can go that bugis temple and....*****..haha..Shall go now..all the best peeps..!~

Haha..this few days..realli quite stressed up..haha..but anyway..remembered about the patho test while reading weiling's blog. When i came home ytd, i was thinking..then realised that actually those questions that i thought will come out, realli did come out, except for one..and to tell the truth, it's the holy spirit at work bah..that's what i believe. Coz..as a christian, we all have holy spirit living in us..then actually, i realli dunno what to do when i was studying the previous nite of patho test, then somehow, i just got this feeling that the particular disease is important for the test..so just tried to squeeze the facts into my puny brain..Haha..if any non christian reads this, erm..just dun think i m crazy..haha..but the results for the test is a different matter..coz somehow, i forgot some of the facts..haha..anyway..hehe..realli thank god that this test, although was a killer, but at least i tink i should be able to get a pass bah..haha..Today, was a tiring day, woke up earli..then went sch to practise clinical opt..didnt realli do much though..haha..then came home at four plus..and here i m, slacking instead of chiong patho..haha..siar lah..nowadays so slack..haha..realli looking forward to exams, coz exams have more time to study than now..ahah.a.then after which, after exams, will finally take my grade eight theory exam...haha..at last it's finally coming, after waiting for a year..haha..lookign forward to the bright future..looking forward to everything.. haha..tink i gg crazy le..too much stress liao..hehe..shall go off and chiong my books le...or not..tomolo sure veri kan chiong de..haha..Erm..before i end, jus wanna tell XH that, failure is the mother of success..even though u didnt do well for the prac test, u will suceed eventually..dun let sadness get u down..god bless! :P

Haha..tis week..class quite slack..is in the afternoon de..which means i can slp late at nite and wake up late..haha...anyway..today, was still studying last minute at home...then realised that any amount of studying wont do le..then go eat..watch cartoon to destress...haha..then went sch..had that patho test..kaoz..haha..killer siarz...that test got me a headache...haha..which soon recovered after lesson was over...then the mushroom peeps go clementi eat..haha..the food veri nice!~ oR rather i was a bit hungry( which often happens..haha..) Then went home after which..watched tv..then still dun feel like studying..haha..but the thought of the amount of stress..then i decided to drag my tired body off the sofa...and..online..haha..Dun tink i will study tonite bah..realli shagged..haha..tink shall enjoy when we still can..hehe..life's too short to be slogged..hehe..nitez..:D

haha..now that exams are drawing near..find that time realli flies..Ytd..went back to sch to do practical..but book room le..too bad no room to use...then do opthalmoscope. After which, went home and slack then studied a bit before heading out for church service. Haha..yesterday's service realli spoke to me..about some things that i have thinking alot about..haha..finally thought thru things le..Then after service, came home...ate dinner..then was about 9.30pm by the time i started to study..then my sis' bf came..dont like the feeling of havent someone else in my house aside from family members mah...so didnt study much till he left..Haha..then stella msg me at twelve plus..then we tok on fone..haha..grumbling about ru hua and how sucky the test was..haha..but anyway..i slept soon after that..coz couldnt concentrate..haha..then today, woke up this early to study..erm..still got the tumour lecture havent touch and at least another thirty disease to study?? Haha..shouldnt worry so much bah..haha..overstressing myself is not good..haha..shall just do my best.. :P..and actually..it finally dawned on me that if u like someone, it's not necessary to be with that person..although mani pple always say that..but if u realli mean it..that's realli pretty true..:D