Haiz..basically, veri disappointed wif my performance in clinic today. Thought that i will be able to do better than that. And that Mr 5 mark didnt make me feel any better. Hmm..shall just treat it as a lesson and do better next time. Somehow, i feel that i m not ready for the legislation yet. I dunno what lies ahead and i dunno whether i should stay in this trade. Today realli got me pretty dishearted..perhaps that's the side effect of something else bah. Haiz..who cares..tomolo is gg to be a better day.

Time flies..although life is an endless journey of learning, but my learning in poly shall end soon. In other three months' time, i will be in the society, working as an optometrist. Sounds great..but somehow, the legislation isnt part of what i expected when i entered the course. Well, just hope that i wont get sued for any negliance on my part. TP went for holidays le, meaning that no more naggin from the boss during working hours. Hmm..well, sch is starting today. Feeling kinda sad, coz didnt do much except to work and play doing the holidays. Shall realli concentrate on my interest and do what i like. Afterall, we only live once, so might as well live it to the fullest. Looking at our timetable, only for so little modules, but clinic is gg to the be most siong. Hopefully, can be able to get an A for my clinic module this time round. Shall not make stupid mistakes like forgetting to switch off the light when do VF and making nice teachers like monica vomit blood. Haha..gg to sch later..tata..

So long never blog le. This week has been hectic and tiring…I tink I m gg to break down physically soon if I dun have a good rest. Monday, went back to sch for the smoking seminar, learnt lots of interesting stuff. Tuesday to Thursday, had the vision screening for taxi drivers. Dun tink I will wan to take a taxi for at least the next three months unless necessary..some of the uncles so cheeky…and abit ‘di goh’. Today, was my turn to do FYP. Mr friendly ghost was supposed to come. I msg him twice last nite, but he didn’t reply. Assuming that he was tired, I didn’t call him. This morning..subject was late for 20 minutes. But I truly appreciate the phrase : ‘Better late than never’. And our friendly ghost didn’t even come. His hp was off..and he left me alone to do FYP. Just great..and I didn’t have lunch..coz nobody to take over. I noe some pple are just more busy than others, wif lots of other commitments. But, I dun tink I m less busy as compared. Seriously pissed off. Anyway, forget it, lucky today no kids..or not u will see me in IMH le. Actually gg out wif bro tonite de..but not feeling well..i tink ecoz of not enuf rest..and moreover, ytd nite had steamboat..and ever since then, stomach dun exactly feel veri comfortable. Tomolo gg working!!~ Hee..so long nv work le..miss my colleagues. That’s all for now..Tata!~

How come time flies when u are havin fun? Hmm..this holiday has been a pretty short one. And gg back to IGARD to work feels like my attachment time in April..except that some pple who are there are no longer there. Hmm..tp asked me to go back and work after i graduate in Jan next year. (If i sucessfully graduate without failing my clinic..haha..) Hmm..shall give it a thought bah..anyway, i realli enjoy working there wif my colleagues..except that i dun like it when the boss is ard. Yesterday was a hectic day. Patients come in together in a herd...kaoz..it took me four attempts to finish my lunch..and on the fifth attempt, i decided to throw away my lunch, coz it was already six plus. Was pretty drained after work..den went upstairs to work on the chinese pamplet thingy...finally finished it. After which, went out for dinner wif him. It is amazing how come he can show a black face then act as if nothing has happened. And it's also amazing how come i can bear this kind of attitude. Hmm..after which, went for dinner..n had movie..watched John Tucker must die..haha..this movie veri hilarious lo..lolx...was laughing my head off throughout the whole movie. Although the story line veri plain..but the contents pretty funny lo..should go and watch!!~ I also wanna watch 'the banquet'..shall c when i have time to go for movies again..after all, next week is gg to be a pretty busy week..gg back to sch for screenings and seminars. At least i will get to c my lovable mushrooms..coz ever since the holiday started, 1/3 of my time goes to IGARD, 1/3 goes to FYP, and the rest goes to my beauty slp. This is gg to be the last semester we will be together. I seriously dunno what will happen in future, whether we will still be staying in contact..whether we will still be in this line..but no matter what..i will miss the times we have.

How come having known u for quite a while, i realised that when i look at u, i somehow feel that i realli dun understand u...i dun understand wat u want and i dunno what u are tinking. Truthfully, i realli enjoy hanging out wif u..but somehow, i tink that i m just plain stubborn and it was ytd, then i realised that actualli i m a ger who gets jealous easily. Shouldnt have said those things ytd nite..if u are reading my blog, i m sorry. But hope dat one day, ur temper can be curbed too. What's wrong wif wanting to be appreciated? Somehow, i regretted..regretted knowing u...

Today, had eyescreening cum roadshow in some industrial company. Feel happy, coz this is the only day which i have sold ard 6 specs in a day...But upset coz kena 'bird' by someone. Then show me 'the face'. So ended up, i didnt even have the appetite for lunch...threw away my lunch after eating the ingredients..n didnt touch the rice. But thinking about it, it is oso my fault bah. Shouldnt have irritated him further. AFter roadshow, went back shop to work. Got sorta pissed off...by one china customer..haha..now i understand how stella feels. Then after which, wanted to go home, but decided to accompany him to go eat. On the way, we talked aobut some things...and it made me realise that in the world, nothing is consistently there. Things change so rapidly. It made me worried that i m so customed to having certain pple and frens ard in life, how m i gg to get used if any of them left? I noe it is gg to happen one day..but i just hope that it wont be of the near future. I tink i m gg to miss the days.

Back again..!!~ To clear off all the cobwebs, cabbage whatever. Haha..been such a hectic week, so didnt update blog. Lemme start wif last week. Had attaachment in Tan tock seng..was realli fun..and learnt alot of new things. Had great fun wif stella..haha..(rite lala?) Lazy to blog what i have learnt..hmm..for more info..just go see stella's blog. Haha..then after attachment, life goes on, sat go work, sun go do fyp. Somehow, i feel that my life lacks something..dunno what is that..but some element that keeps my mood high and my life interesting. Then monday, went to work again. Hee..poor dayne and stella kena ms hong's kid. Well, i suppose they can be considered experts in handling children le bah. Haha...at least the two kids finished le. Then today, went sch for fyp. Wei kee finally finished..and min jie clear off quite a bit. The kids' holidays are coming to an end..stress is building up..haha..then tomolo gg to work again. Piano practice seems to be veri little lately. SHall promise myself to go home after work or sch and not go out le..i wanna be guai kid..hmm. That's all for now..will try to update as frequently as i can. But afterall, i m a boring person..so what do u expect me to write? Haha..