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Welcome to My world, my life, my thoughts
Sunday, July 31, 2005Y
HAha...guess what? New blogskin again..

Haha..today..siao again..go change blogskin..haha..ok lah..shall remain devoted to this skin..erm..haha..today realli dun feel like studying..hence, keep online..but i tink i getting slacker le loh..haiz.haha..but cant help it..coz it's the last day of holiday..haha..SO i suppose i will start studying tomolo bah..haha..lemme enjoy my day today..haha..Erm...as you guys can see..i dun have a tagboard and lots of stuff..haha..shall add it in next time when i m free..Cya dudes..:D

Loving every minute of life 7/31/2005

Friday, July 29, 2005Y
Haiz

Was reading vic's blog just now after chatting wif her..sometimes..realli feel sad for her..ever since she took up the post..she became realli stressed bah..then some things are just not gg her way. And looking at the SPCO situation..i realli wonder..what's wrong?? We used to be ever so bonded..what happened? Why is it that we dun seem like a family anymore? WHY???!!! GUys...can we realli work this problem out some how..i believe that every problem have it's solution..it realli saddens me to see that u guys are no longer as bonded..i noe about the problems..but everyone needs to sit down and solve it rite? How is an orchestra which is not bonded be able to perform well? Just like how is a body gg to be healthy when the hands or the legs refuses to work together? I noe that i m just an outsider ...but i realli love this co too..even though sometimes i give a heck care attitude..but deep down, i realli love this co..the people, the environment, everything about it..and it certainly saddens me to see things like this now..guys..give it a try to settle this problem k?? Try and see things from different perspective and perhaps things will be different..SPCO rulez..:D

Loving every minute of life 7/29/2005

Monday, July 25, 2005Y
Wonderful monday..hehe...

HAha...today practically didnt do much at hm..except for pracitising piano and stuff myself wif food..haha..wonder how i m gg to finish studying at this rate..haha..but no worries..haha..Erm..tomolo..got PTN!! Hehe..so excited..hope that it would be fun..but in the morning still got that co performance, which i dun realli feel like gg..coz have to wake up veri early..then i m planning on doing my clinical opto pracs tonite..haha..see how bah..coz today..veri slack day..shall work hard tonite..haha..then tomolo can enjoy myself..hehe...ytd..actually wanted to study de..but in the end, went out wif church frens go sp court play tennis..then me being the clumsy one, dunno how to play..then now muscle veri pain..haha..realised that it has been a long time since i let myself relax..hehe..then on sat...service was so ministering!! Especially the sermon, where the preacher tok about his trip to thailand, where he realli saw the lame walking, the blind seeing, just like what the bible have said. Erm.. regarding those who are not christians, u may find it simply unbelievable...coz i used to be like that..but i believe now..hehe..becoz miracles happen when u believe..haha..i tink i shall go bathe le..or not i m gg stink soon..hehe..cya guys..tata..

Loving every minute of life 7/25/2005

Saturday, July 23, 2005Y
HOlidays...yipee..haha..

Haha..ytd..only had two hour of lesson..coz anna yeo nt ard..then after that, the mushroom peeps went to chinatown to have dim sum..haha..i thought it will not be fulling..but to my surprise, i didnt noe that i was so full loh...haha...then we went to malan la mian for tang bao...the tang bao realli veri nice..hehe...but i tink ytd..at least made me gain one kg loh..haha..lolz..but anyway..after which, stella wanted to go n have porridge..but i left early coz my mom was sick...so..haha..quite guilty that i left lst..mushrooms!!~~ We shall have another gathering during this holiday..Kies?? Haha..realli enjoyed myself tremendously last nite..thanks for the company...n one last thing..Ling...thanks for ur concern..realli appreciate it..thanks..muacks.. :D

Loving every minute of life 7/23/2005

Friday, July 22, 2005Y
Guys..i haf got something to say..

Regarding the previous entry..it wasnt meant to pinpoint at anybody..but just wanna speak my hearts out..haf a nice day dudes..

Loving every minute of life 7/22/2005

Thank god it's friday..haha..

Hehe..guess what? HOlidays are just at my doorstep..even though on the other hand, there are lots of things to be completed by the end of this holiday. Erm..ytd, had earli dismissal, thanks to dr koh and anna yeo..hehe..then i went to CO room to slack..nowadays, it's filled wif the newbies..haha..practising their instrument..seems more lively than the past le bah, where there is always yinzhi, ar heng and pei cheng..haha..Kinda miss the life of CO in yr one..haha..But anyway, after which, i went to meet my frens for dinner at holland V. As i was not veri hungry(which i think most of the pple who know me well will think that's veri rare of me not to be hungry), i onli had some finger food at a eating house which i forgot which part of holland V le..haha..then after which, we had desert somewhere else then chatted while we ate..it was realli a long time since i have had chats wif my frens after meal..life have been so busy recently..and i wonder why..haha..ANyway..guess what? TOnite, have mushroom gathering!!! Going chinatown to eat DIm Sum..hehe..actually..ever since the one of the previous entry which i promised to spend more time wif the mushroom clique, i realli tried making out time for other frens aside from church frens le..hahaha...but in a way, sometimes hor..things just cant realli be perfect rite? HAha..actually i oso got something to say..sometimes..some pple out there thinks i m studying at home like a siao ger...haha..actually..i will tend to get irritated lah...coz i dun feel justified..in a way,if i m spending half of my time outside and someone else goes ard saying that i m munching my books...it realli isnt fair to pass such comment..and whoever these pple are..just think thru before u speak..and that's y..sometimes, when some of my frens teases me about being stress and such things like dat..i will be quite upset..in a way..i have not much time to study..considering my committment in church things and piano and orchestra..then how can one not be stressed rite? Instead of being more understanding, they willl tease me about it(although i noe that they are just kidding)..and on the surface, although i m smiling, but deep down inside it realli hurts..so just spare a thought for me..can?? I m sorry if i offended anyone wif this entry..but i realli just wanna say out my thoughts..in a way..i noe that im not a perfect fren..perhaps some of u even wish that i didnt exist(hehe...who noes..),but i m trying my best to be a good fren..n i realli find it hard. Perhaps, someone can tell me what's wrong..btw...dun keep thinking that i m a nerd..coz guess what? I m not...

Loving every minute of life 7/22/2005

Monday, July 18, 2005Y
Time to blog again..

Hehe..guess what? It's term break next week...yipee!!! haha..realised that i have been rather slacked recently..hehe..then i onli took like two hours to finish studying pharmacology..then went to read my diary entries which i have written in the past..N they certainly brought back numerous memories..both happy and sad..Firstly, i realised that..well..i miss my sec sch frens and my sec sch life..haha..but forget about it..i noe that those days can nv come back again..haha..and i looking back, i realised how foolish i was, to do so much just in the name of love..haha..no offence lah..but to me now, it was quite silly. In a way, i ended up getting upset and unhappy..so what's the use? Perhaps my thinking will change one day when i meet someone whom i realli like..but well..for now.. hehe..i m not sure about this bah..just wanna concentrate and be a studious kid in both studies and music..haha..God bless!! Nitez..:D

Loving every minute of life 7/18/2005

Thursday, July 14, 2005Y
Just another stressful day..haha..

Haha..today..had the intro to contacts lens tests...kaoz..killer loh..haha..dun tink i will do well..haha..but i guess that's life bah..who can have everything perfect??? But anyway..i realli think that the stress is getting on me..realli cant concentrate in class then veri stressed loh..then got schwork dunno...oso dunno who to approach..haha..then haiz..lots of problems recently..but i believe i will survive thru it...erm..tomolo is friday le..haha..tiring siar...but shall do my best in studies..if i dun get my desired results..then too bad bah..at least i have done my best le..haha..that's all folks..:D

Loving every minute of life 7/14/2005

Wednesday, July 13, 2005Y
Wednesday..haha..lst time reach home so earli..haha..

Erm..today..didnt go for CO practice and core team meeting(dunno what's dat? Haha..is just church meeting..)...coz tomolo got contacts lens test..then after sch, went to holland V wif the mushroom peeps..then went to swensen to eat ice cream..got one promotion for students de..haha..one coke and unlimited scope of ice cream for $5...then had 6 scopes..haha..was quite full..but due to stress...still managed to eat my dinner..which was fried rice after i got home at six plus..haha..that's what stress do to me..MAKING ME FAT!!!! Haiz..haha..forget about it..haha..one day when i thin down, pigs can fly..oink! Haha..then went home..intending to want to study patho de..haha..but realli too tired..then went to play guitar..stupid guitar..realli distracting me from studies loh..haha..but realli fun..hehe..learning how to play qing tian..erm..quite a nice song..haha..hope that i will do well for the test tomolo..hehe..realli done my best in studying le..haha..shall leave the rest to god..to all peeps studying out there..study hard..muacks..!

Loving every minute of life 7/13/2005

Tuesday, July 12, 2005Y
Hey guys..i have got something to say..

Actually..just now..was doing some self reflection bah..then something struck me..heavy. I remembered that last sem..i was realli close with stella, weiling and dayne..but this sem..to tell the truth..that's how i feel lah..there's something missing..but i dunno why..there dun seem to be the feeling of closeness anymore..n i came to the conclusion that it's my fault bah..coz ever since i got more committment from church that side..then piano..then less time wif my frens bah..everytime they ask me to go out wif them..i got something on..and actually i oso qutie guilty about it..sorry gers..But sometimes..i realli was thinking..how nice will it be if i do not have so much committment..then i can have more time to myself..but in a way..i have already had those committment..so i will do my best..But in a way..what i wanna say is that it realli saddens me that we are not as close as before le..becoz deep in my heart, i realli treasure our friendship...give me a chance to bring our friendship closer together again..for i mean every word i say..so next time got mushroom outing..haha..i will do my best to make it.. :D

Loving every minute of life 7/12/2005

Monday, July 11, 2005Y
Haha..new blogskin again..

Haha..today stressful day...the clinical opt prac realli confusing me loh..haha..then this morning..was reall troubled by something..so veri quiet..sorry leh,mushroom gang..haha..cant believed i didnt tok for two hours..haha..Er..tomolo still got quiz..haha..studied le..but dunno got go in anot..haha..shall rely on god le bah..haha..i have already done my best by studying for an hour plus le..haha..gg slp soon le...take care...:D

Loving every minute of life 7/11/2005

Sunday, July 10, 2005Y
Finally got a new blogskin..hehe..

Was studying just now..then suddenly had this urge to change away my blog skin..haha..although i m computer idiot as all my frens noe lah..but i decided to do it myself..coz nobody online to help me..haha...Erm..but praise god! Haha...i did it...hehe..although not veri nice lah..but that's the best i can do le..hehe..now a bit regretted wasting time here rather than pratising piano or studying,,but anyway..haha...

Tests and quizzes are just ard the corner..haha..quite stressed...then ate lots of chocolates..hehe..cant wait for two weeks later where it's holidays..yipee!!! Haha..shall stop here..study hard pple..shall keep you guys in my prayer.. :D


Loving every minute of life 7/10/2005

Sunday, July 03, 2005Y
God's love...

This is a story, which i came across sumwhere..thought about posting here..enjoy..:D Some years ago on a hot summer day in south Florida a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went. He flew into the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the middle of the lake, an alligator was swimming toward the shore. His mother--in the house was looking out the window--saw the two as they got closer and closer together. In utter fear, she ran toward the water, yelling to her son as loudly as she could. Hearing her voice, the little boy became alarmed and made a U-turn to swim to his mother. It was too late. Just as he reached her, the alligator reached him. From the dock, the mother grabbed her little boy by the arms just as the alligator snatched his legs. That began an incredible tug-of-war between the two. The alligator was much stronger than the mother, but the mother was much too passionate to let go. A farmer happened to drive by, heard her screams, raced from his truck, took aim and shot the alligator. Remarkably, after weeks and weeks in the hospital, the little boy survived. His legs were extremely scarred by the vicious attack of the animal. And, on his arms, were deep scratches where his mother's fingernails dug into his flesh in her effort to hang on to the son she loved. The newspaper reporter who interviewed the boy after the trauma, asked if he would show him his scars. The boy lifted his pant legs. And then, with obvious pride, he said to the reporter, "But look at my arms. I have great scars on my arms, too. I have them because my mom wouldn't let go." You and I can identify with that little boy. We have scars, too. No, not from an alligator, or anything quite so dramatic. But, the scars of a painful past. Some of those scars are unsightly and have caused us deep regret. But, some wounds, my friend, are because God has refused to let go. In the midst of your struggle, He's been there holding on to you. The Scripture teaches that God loves you. If you have Christ in your life, you have become a child of God. He wants to protect you and provide for you in every way. But sometimes we foolishly wade into dangerous situations. The swimming hole of life is filled with peril - and we forget that the enemy is waiting to attack. That's when the tug-o-war begins, and if you have the scars of His love on your arms be very, very grateful. He did not - and will not - let you go.

Loving every minute of life 7/03/2005

Friday, July 01, 2005Y
summary of this week...

Lemme see..erm..this whole week..haha..stressful lah..and summore..well..i came to see something..something that i have never ever realised before in my life..i came to see how vulnerable friendships are. Thoughout this week..well..i nv fail to see the vulnerability of friendship.. i m not onli referring to one person..but just in general..was toking online wif a friend ytd..then he was just saying that friendship is like a thread...when going through hardship, will break..but i beg to differ..coz i feel that friendship is like gold, if not more precious, like diamond...erm...actually..realli regretted not going to NAFA to study..perhaps life would be different..perhaps i wont even be in this sucky situation..and absolutely not in this sucky mood. But on the other hand, i will probably not meet nice friends like dayne, stella and huiyun le..but somehow, perhaps the stress is getting on me..just realli cant cheer myself up these days...feel that something is wrong in my life, yet i dunno what..haiz..think i go get myself busy le..no point pondering over this...

Loving every minute of life 7/01/2005