Haha..is today supposed to be my most unlucky day? Haha..earli in the morning..woke up feel tired..then..went to sch for prac test..haha..was a flop..but anyway, i realli did my best..haha..then during lunch..i cant believe it..with my height, the uncle at the Cooked food didnt see me..kaoz..then nvm..next..went library after lunch..then my hp battery flat..haha..wonder what's wrong today..haha..but anyway..was realli in a foul mood today..haha..and at this time..i noe that i should be studying..but somethings just stubbornly refuse to get off my mind..haiz..shall take a hot bath then go study le..haha..must pia le..or not result come out..sure cry de..haha...mushroom peeps..study hard worz..muacks.. :D

Haha..next week got tests.. Wish me luck..haha..dun feel like blogging..nothing much to say..haha.. *I know i shouldnt be feeling this way..but sometimes..i just cant help it..*

Hehe..today, skipped gems..then slept till eight plus..then bathe and got ready for sch..today got RGP and SCL fitting..haha..finally got my reinforcement..got acuavue advance...not bad lah..hehe..then for the RGP lens..kaoz..veri painful loh..then vincent veri gao siao de..hahahaha..but he forgot to irrigate my eyes after staining..then end up, my eyes a bit yellow..hahahaha...then had practicals all the way..and i feel so drained now..but havent prac piano..hahaha...shall go do it later..haiz..stressful life in poly..hahah...

Haiz..getting more slack nowadays..now havent go study yet..considering ytd didnt realli study..coz was out the whole day..hehe...dunno how..but shall realli go study later..and make the most of my time..cya..:D

Hehe..ytd was so much fun..only had two hours of lesson..then went to bugis to have dinner at V8..the serving realli quite big..coz even me who did nt have lunch was real full after that plate of chicken cutlet..hahaha...then after which, went to their ice wonderland...inside realli veri cold..hehe..but realli fun..coz i have nv been to somewhere so cold before..was realli freezing inside..hehe..then we took fotos..heh..dayne veri funny de..her fingers became a bit swollen after we came out..like taiwan sausage..(that's what she said..heh..)but i suppose it's already fine now le bah..hehe..then after which, we went to have dessert somewhere..but i suppose stella didnt enjoy her black seasame paste bah..hahahaha...then last stop was the national library..the lift veri fun!! Hahaha..we went to the 14th floor then went down again..the nite view veri nice..hahaha..it has been quite some time since i last enjoyed myself..hahaha...after so much playing..it's time to start studying again le bah..hahaha...jus hope that i will be able to do my best..:D

This few days..suddenly, alot of things stuck me, stuck me real hard..was realli thinking alot these few days..but finally came to the conclusion that think so much oso no use..hahaha..Then ytd had CO performance, most probably going to be my last performance bah..Fei Tian, that solo part, realli like shit lah..stupid me..haiz..then after which, the performance ended..then i saw pple gg to change out of their clothes before we even finish moving our instruments back to co room..which realli kind of saddens me..they belong to the CO too..why is it that they do not feel the budden for this CO?? So if that's the case, what else is there to make me stay? Weiling, li hua and xiuping? Hahaha..perhaps bah..but i think perhaps we wont be gg down as often oso, since exams coming soon..then harrison oso bah..hahaha..Moreover, being in CO reminds me lots of things, the things in the past, ever since Sec one..and some memories, just arent worth keeping..hahaha..But some people like yin zhi, wenhao, lijun, huiting, celia, weiling, xiu ping, li hua, harrison, lisin, lifang, victoria, bo wei, nick and many others whom i forgot to mention, these pple realli make my day..realli brighten up my day and realli helped me stand up when i was down...guys, realli thank u..Muacks..:D But anyway, haha..shall concentrate more on studies oso le bah..coz gg to have prac test in two weeks' or three weeks' time..hahahaha...stress leh..then moreover, not enuf slp nowadays..turning into panda soon..hahaha..and then, today, got back my pharmocology paper..dotx..got 37.5/54..should have expected that mark bah..but thank god i passed..hehe...realli done my best le lah..haiz..just that i wasnt born to be intelligent..haha...think i shall go off le..hehe..long nite to finish my work..hehe..take care dudes..:D

Dunno why..that i m feeling this way..Haha..think i m gg crazy soon..just dunno why mood swing..then even when i play sheng..oso not excited..think something is wrong..coz i m supposed to love music alot..so what is wrong? Haha..good question, but i dunno. Feel like crying..dunno why..something is wrong..but what is that?Haha..think i m siao le...hahaha..perhaps i should pray that i can forget everything and start things anew..hahaha...

After i blogged the previous entry, i had my breakfast..and well..was thinking thru bah..sorry peeps..that i m such an asshole..sometimes, i just fail to put myself in other pple's shoes..haiz..

Was reading weiling's blog just now, came across her entry which mentioned about her CO peeps, 11 people always can make it to go out together, but her poly peeps cannot..and i suppose she was refering to me bah. Ling, perhaps u feel that i dun cherish our friendship, perhaps u feel that i always neglect u guys, but from the bottom of my heart, i dare say that i have been trying to spend time wif u guys, I cherish all the friendships tat i have wif u peeps and sometimes, when emergency crops up, i realli m left wif no choice but to pang seh u guys, but i just wish that perhaps, u guys go without me, i noe that it's not fair to wait for me for such a long time for an outing.. but if u realise it, i have been doing my best to spend quality time wif u guys..Just like gg for movies, gg class BBq, not studying during that four hours break but just sitting there to chat...perhaps these actions may mean nothing to u guys, but to me, it's realli significant, coz u noe i have got my committments here and there and those few hours are significant to me and i chose to spend it wif u guys, coz i realli cherish our times together and i realli cherish our friendship..Even for CO, sometimes, i dun even wanna go down, but it's our frienship that keeps me gg..Just like that BBQ, i can tell u that if u guys are not there, i wouldnt be gg becoz i got church service on that day..and my fren is gg off to UK..but i chose to come, becoz i valued the friendship over there..I dare not ask of u to forgive me coz i postpone that outing so mani time le..but i hope that u will understand my situation..n lastly, friendships are not the time we spend together, but the bond we have...may our bond always be there..

Today..woke up and tidied up my pig sty...then went out to JP to meet flourance...then walk walk a while..go buy guitar pick.. then got a new coin pouch..then came back hm..was realli tired by the time i reached hm..then had piano lesson..which was a total flop..becoz both the teacher and i are tired..haha..could see her yawning..then summore she sick..then still have to have lesson wif me..haiz..then now i doing my music homework..kaoz..realli tired..

Was reading cady's blog just now..then suddenly, something just strike me..well..was realli veri sad by the fact that cady gg to transfer back to NYP unit le..haiz..thinking about it, i have been in this church for ard five months le bah..although i do not tok much wif her..but i remember that there was a time when i was confused and discouraged over the holy spirit bap...she was there to encourage me and i m realli grateful for that. Besides, last night, they were holding a celebration for her..but i wasnt there till quite late..and actually..i was suddenly reminded of the first time lennon told me to play keyboard for CG...then she taught me what chords to play and was realli patient with me..I was oso reminded of the times we practised together at SP HQ before that CG...what a time to miss..haiz..realli hope that i will have chance to play keyboard while she play guitar together wif me again..but well..i believe that she will grow spiritually well over there..and god has his plan bah..haha..Cady..just wanna tell u that i realli cherish such a sweet sister like you..god bless..:D

Haha..today is finally friday..finally got rid of all those sickening tests..haha..hope i manage to do well for ytd's clinical optometry bah..haha..coz actually half way thru the test, i was feel a bit hungry, then not so concentrated in the test lah..haha..but i did my best le..haha..some stuff inside cant be found directly in the lecture notes de..haha...Then ytd after test, went CO room prac for a while, xiu ping was so sweet to come down and open the room for me..then we prac instrument for like 45mins...then after which i went to bunoa vista while she went hm...hahaha..i realli thank god that even though i do not go down to CO as often, i still have such sweet frens..hehe..thanks..Hee...feel so blessed nowadays..actually this week got BBCO chalet de..n realli wanna go..but cant seem to find time for it..haiz..no choice bah..have to meet up wif them another time...hehe..then next week got SPCO chalet...lucky that one can go..coz doesnt clash wif my things...Hehe..later still got sch..YEA!! Haha..

Haha..time realli flies man...it's sch again..later still got opthalmic prac test..haha..Looking forward to it..dunno why either..Looking at the past week, i practically did nth much bah..felt quite guilty..haha..shall work hard in this term bah..Sometimes, it's realli strange that people tend to look back at their past deeds and regret..why is it that humans can nv live a life without having any regrets?? Haha.. Today, i woke up feel so warm and stuffy..thought i was going to be sick, coz last sat kena drenched in the downpour then go air con room..BUt thank god! I m fit and healthy..haha..What a wonderful day today...lalala..haha..it's gonna be exams soon ..haha..GUys...study hard k?? Haha...so looking forward to school again..:D