Today is tuesday...woke up at 7 plus and bathe..mom bought me breakfast..but didnt each much, coz remembered the mcfurry ice cream i had late last nite, it made me feel so guilty siar..tink i m gg to gain weight le..hee..anyway, came to sch to do fyp...wif lala..haha..veri entertain siar..dunno why everytime hang out wif her, always laugh till stomach pain de..haha..rite lala?? Rmb the 75% tint? Haha..hmm..these few days always home late, then morning veri tired..shall try to get home before 11am bah..haha..that's all for now..tata..

Hmm...Supposed to be a wonderful morning. Afterall, no need to work and go sch. But my dearest sis made a din in the house and woke me up(either unintenionally or intentionally), at 8 plus, when i slept at 1 plus last nite. Now i feeling a bit blur blur gong gong one..thanks to her. Anyway, realli feeling the stress regarding fyp. Everytime look at the schedule, wif not much subjects, i will sit there and rack my brain to see who can i fill it in wif. Somehow, i guess this week, everyone is still having exams..so not as mani subjects bah. Will have to wait till next week..then will be better bah, i guess..and realli wanna apologise to my fyp mates..coz sometimes i last min then update the schedule..coz those pple last min then confirm wif me. Thus, i will just msg u guys the nite before to reconfirm got which subject the next day k? WIll try to confirm everything asap..and btw..those who are reading this entry..u got any friends who dun wear specs? Our study is greatly in need of these pple. Thanks...:D

Have been working for the last four days. At roadshow in NUS for freshmen. Haha..did so mani refractions and sold specs..then sat went to IGARD...worked till 7pm..but somehow, went to tampines wif TP and reached home at 12 plus. Kaoz..my eyebags getting deeper. Help!! ANyway, this morning woke up at 8 plus...had breakfast..then practised piano. Prac halfway..went to lie on the bed for a while and to my horror..i fell aslp! Slept till 5pm..then continue to practise and after which had dinner. So basically, it has been quite a boring day for me. But nevertheless, i realli feel so relaxed today, perhaps due to the hectic schedule that i had for e past few days. Hmm..feel guilty..coz these few days, when fyp subjects call me..i wasnt able to pick up the fone..coz was doing roadshow..and the place was so crowded..so i left my belongings in the bag. Hey fyp grp mates..so sorry about the schedule thingy..will make sure it's uploaded and all of u are informed of the schedule. Hmm..so slpy again..i guess that's all for now. Hee..tata!~

I m sad...sad about how fragile friendships are...or is it just me..who dunno how to treasure them? Hmm..i dunno..just feeling moody..

Hee..finally changed to the other one. This one cuter. Hmm..today, woke up at 12 plus in the afternoon. Got the shock of my life..coz not used to waking up so late. Missed my breakfast..and now my poor muffin is still lying ard on the table, waiting to be eaten. Hmm..after which, i went to study abit..but holiday mood leh..after studying, went online..chatted wif john..didnt noe he got such mature thoughts..haha..then went to call stella..joked and chatted for ard an hour. Lala!!~ Dun remind me of that uncle who said..."where u bringing me?? Holland ar?" Lame uncle..haha..tomolo got class..then holidays no need to go back for class liao..Yea!! Hmm..but still got fyp..and still gotta work for quite a lot of days these month i tink. Tired..i tink not enuf slp yet..or m i turning into a pig soon? Haha..shall go online for a while more..then go prac piano le..looking forward to gg esplanade to look for new scores. Looking forward to an enriching holiday ahead..! TAta..!!~

Tada!!~ Due to the fact that i m waiting for someone online..so nth to do. THus, decide to change to a new blogskin...nice? Hmm..find that it's kinda sweet. Hee..that's all bah. Shall go watch tv lst..hee..nitex..

At last...the long awaited holidays arrived. But ytd morning, due to some unforseen circumstances, i was late for clinic. Kena demerit lo..i tink. ANyway,i gotta write a letter explaining what happened. It took me half an hour to finish it. And then called sokie regarding fyp. Tired siarz...then this morning, woke up at 530am..coz i meeting subject at 7.15..then this guy here veri cute..msg me at 6.45 saying that he just woke up..then keep apologising. Haha..anyway, felt kinda guilty coz made him wake up so earli, then kept torturing him till ard 2pm..till he was too tired to continue. Hee..alan..sorry la. Then today, daniel came. That kid quite cute and guai. Just that he couldnt seem to understand our test..no matter how hard he tried. So in the end, we had to reject him. So sad..there goes another emmetrope. After which, i went to work. Was pretty bad. Wanted to do retinal phototaking de..then a px came for cl delivery. And she just want to try see if she can wear. HOwever, stupid me was struggling wif her for 3 hrs..and tp gave me his famous "smile", wif a tinge of sarcasm. And i got him into his mood of endless suaning ...and tio suan again. Haiz..i tink he simply finds me clumsy and low intelligent. Too bad, i m still learning. But i m realli trying hard to make things rite le..gimme some time k? Feeling kinda demoralised. Hmm...should be able to get over it. And tue got Mr rajeev test...havent study yet..help!! Haha..gotta go msn chat for a while then perhaps do some studying le..hehe...tata...!!~

Somehow, i was just wondering what was i doing last year this time. And what will i be doing next time this year. Things change every year. Perhaps that's the way life is. Changes are inevitable..but somehow, if things are the same, how nice will it be. Hmm...national day..but usually i m not interested in the parade de..so i will just watch the dvd i borrowed bah. And later i gg out for shopping..desperately need a decent pair of formal shoes that does inflict pain to my feet. And perhaps gg down to bugis to buy a bag. I tink my sis' bag realli too big for my liking le..although can realli store lots of things. Hee..been tinking about the future..how i wish i will be able to meet the future me..wouldnt it be interesting? Haha..lol..

I have decided to defer my contract for christofori...decided to find another job in optical trade. Thinking of gg capitol ... i dun want to stay at home on weekends. Dun want to keep thinking about the happy memories..these are all the past. Perhaps i haf made e right decision...realli wanna 4get all of it.

Hmm..being online pretty often nowadays..haha..coz nowhere to go, so stay at home. And my onli source of entertainment is online lo..Hmm..havent been practising my piano on a regular basis. Feel pretty guilty. Erm..shall realli work hard on my music durin the holidays bah. Anyway, today woke up feeling sick . REal sick. Thus, didnt have much mood to study. But nevertheless, i finish studying for my bmop le...stil got some qns..think will call someone and ask later. As for csw..later gg to read thru bah..then i guess that's all..coz nothing much to revise for that too. Hmm..looking forward to tomolo..gg to watch lake house. shall blog about it ..anticipating this movie ever since that time i went to watch superman. Hope that it doesnt disappoint me. This year national day, dun tink will go and see fireworks..dun wanna be reminded of those days. Hee..i tink that will be all bah. Go and study csw le..haha..tata..

Feeling so bored. I wanna go shopping. Hmm..cy didnt msg me..so i tink wont be gg out wif him tonite. Shall find other source of entertainment for myself. feel like gg shopping, but abit guilty, coz my bmop dunno study finish anot...but i guess tonite go home shall revise bah. As for CSW, i can almost visualise the scenario that lala and i will burst out laughing during the test..haha..nth to blog..this is already the third entry of the day le..shant blog anymore..

Actually i noe..that if ur opinions doesnt matter to me,i wouldnt get so uptight. But somehow, i just wish that u direct feedback in a more positive manner..somehow, i no longer enjoy ur company. I wonder how could we ever get along well in the past? It realli set me wondering, was it all a dreaM?

Ytd..was not feeling well, abit drownsy, all thanks to the panado NON-DROWNSY cold relief pills. So ended up, i abit blur blur gong gong. Was under Dr Koh..then my px already 40 plus..but after doing refraction, i forgot to do near ADD..Then after which, i near fell off the chair during slit lamp, coz my heels got stuck at the chair. Shucks..luckily i told my px to close his eyes coz i need to check his lashes. Then my 2nd px veri cute..she told Dr Koh not to fail me as i m veri nice clinician..coz i tink she noes i took my PD wrongly..off by 2mm..haha..she so sweet!!!~ I m touched. Haha..anyway, everything went well after which. Got 8 marks for both cases. But hor, i tink becoz in front kena 5 marks before, so my average is still 6 plus nia. But too bad le lah..did my best liao. After clinic, went down to Igard to visit my Gan ma..and ended up crapping wif her daughter..haha..think my gan ma headache. After work, went to scotts to eat dessert...and listen to her daug crap lame jokes again. Finally, home sweet home. Upon reaching home, i bathed and started studying!! Haha..no joke, i thought i should be slping, but just cant get myself to slp without finish revising the bmop thingy. So ended up, i slept at 1am. Then this morning 5 plus, i woke up and check my msg..saw yl msg..then stressed..haha..couldnt get back to slp. So i tided up my room,went downstairs at 6 plus to buy porridge and here i m..preparing to go sch liao. Praying hard that yiling will find her retainer and come quickly. Haha..i cant imagine myself handling two kids..i tink she will find me in IMH soon ...hee..thats all for the day..tata...

Today, had full day for clinic. I tink my poor leg is gg to break. Kaoz..thank god my patient all veri easy..but i m physically drained lo. Got pretty poor grades for those coz they all easy cases. But at least it's better than not having any px bah. Hmm...later still have to go study for gems test. Went online ..checked mail and got irriated by someone again. Come on la ..i realli dun understand y u like to get on my nerves and i suspect u enjoy seeing me lose my temper. But STOP DANCING ON MY NERVES!!!! Ok..lemme relax. Well, i tink he simply got a loose screw somewhere..shall take a screwdriver and tighten it next time. Hmm..i tink i m too tired to noe what i m toking about. Well..gotta go le..hee..tata..