today..woke up at 5 plus, intending to study..then after that..didnt feel well..was coming down wif a flu..then went back to bed after breakfast..then after waking up again, had a bath and went to sch..life in sch..wah kao..cant seem to concentrate today...wasnt realli on my best form..feel a bit feverish leh..then still got running nose...was tinking of getting an mc for tomolo..but got dr koh's class leh..then still got lab..then got gems..haha..stressful life...but i dun tink i will be able to study much later...i tink a headache is coming up...shit lah..this period of time fall sick..realli thx to that river raft thingy..next yr, i wont go even if i need cca pts le...too much sacrifice for just four pathetic cca points...sucks...haha..think i was a bit grumpy lately..menopause...nonono..i dun tink so..just the stress getting up on me bah..haha..

Actually i dunno whether u will be reading this...but just wanna apologise...coz i feel that i have realli hurt ur feelings..coz well..to tell the truth, this period of time...i dun realli feel that comfortable being wif u around...that's y i feel that i m sort of avoiding u..n that's y i didnt realli tok to u much..but i realli dunno y and i cant help feeling uncomfortable..hope that we are still frens...=p

woke up at 5 plus today...coz that damn mosquito keep stinging me...then out of desperation..i woke up..then prepared and went out for that river raft performance loh..if not for that 4 cca points..i seriously dun tink i would like to go loh..especially when i reach hm at 11 35 last nite..then havent study then got test next week..that performance today..well..what can i say? IT SUX! Realli bad environment..not sheltered from the sun..then will spoil instru de loh..then whose gonna pay for it? the sch? dun tink so loh..sometimes i think pple dun use their brains....(i nv say that i was refering to the sch)...well...then after that...went wif weiling, xiu ping and li hua to bugis..had jap food...at ajisen..then met wif lay leng they all...actually i felt a bit guilty on saying those things about no commiment..although i have to say that it's realli how i feel..but as a fren..i tink that i was veri mean to tell her that...she's realli a veri veri veri nice gal...i tink i go eat dinner..then go slp le..haha..nv study today again..shit..haha..bb...tc...

haha..saturday at last..haha..ytd was quite a long day for me...btw..we got back our anatomy paper le...heng..i passed..haha..then after that microbio quiz...weiling and i went down to co room...then waited for li hua and xiu ping till 630pm..then we had our dinner fc 5, together wif evelyn....then came back for prac..haha..shall not mention about the prac..coz veri sian...then at 9 plus..to my surprise..i saw huiting and matthew...haha..so happy to see them..about two weeks nv see them le...miss them so much..muakcz..haha..today..i tink at about 9 plus later, i going swimming..then after that..perhaps meeting weiling to go out..but hor..i tink i will onli be able to go out wif her got two hours plus nia...n i tink stella..as usual, is studying at hm bah..hah.a.then that dayne...she msg me at 3am to tell me that she has completed part of the report..haha..wah kao..dayne..i didnt mean to stress u de loh..haha..no need to work till the wee hours of morning de..haha...well..i tink i shall go n complete my report too le..haha..take care guys...have a blessed weekend..=p

As i decided not to study my microbio le..so i decided to blog again..but hor..actually i got nth to say le leh..so i tink i will continue this entry at nite bah..haha..coz i gtg soon le..haha..

Haha..i m now at the library project room wif huiyun...later having my microbio quiz at 3pm...gg crazy soon..coz she kept asking me things such as whether the microorganisms will die in negative staining etc....help!! I m going mad soon...haha..then after that microbio quiz...still got co..wah kao..this week veri stressed leh...coz aside from sch work...still got that river raft performance...then besides, it has been quite some time since i last practised piano loh..die le lah..at this rate..how m i going ot get my piano diploma??? STRESSED!!! but anyway..haha..tomolo can go out and relax at last..haha..going swimming in the morning..then afternoon..think i m coming back to sch to prac yang qin..then after that perhaps going out wif stella and weiling then later at nite..bbco got da tuan yuan..haha..looking forward to it...coz long time nv see that gang of pple le..haha..i think i m gettting lazier and lazier le..haha..dun feel like studying..but hor...now...that dayne hor...kept shooting me wif questions..HELP!!!

Well..had a slack day today..coz nv go for RWP lesson..stayed at hm to study microbio..but how i noe that i will finish it so soon..then i slacked ard..tok on the fone wif weiling for a while..then had my lunch..then after lunch, i wanted to go to plaza to do some shopping..coz feel like going out these few days to destress myself leh..but no time..but i tink after the quiz tomolo, i will be a free soul le...haha..later still got that patho quiz...i tink nothing much to mermorise loh..haha..then at nite..that microbio..i tink i will just read thru one more time..coz just now finished it off le..well..i tink i m going out in a few minutes time..the sun outside veri warm leh..dun feel like going out in the sun..haiz..but no choice loh..haha..look forward to the quiz later...erm...let me see what else do i want to say...oh ya...did u guys see the moon last nite? It was a bit yellowish, dunno y oso..tink i will ask my astro teacher the next time...coz the moon ytd was sort of a full moon...ytd was 16th...then the colour abit funny..hehe..reminded me cataracts...haha...i tink me siao le..haha..too stress..haha..i tink i go n prepare my stuff le..going out soon..hehe..bb..

Well..decided to slack for a while..coz a bit stressed loh..haha..havent finish studying that microbio..then patho...still got some things to mermorise..haha..luckily tomolo we decided not to go for RWP class...so i guess after bathing and dinner..i will chong for my microbio le..hehe..dunno why these days get veri tired easy...i suppose must be i too lazy le..haha.. Well...i just read weiling's blog just now...reminded of V. day again..he got ask me whether i want to go out wif him on that day...as a fren lah...but...he got mst leh..then if he dun do well for his mst, i will feel guilty de..so i oso dunno leh...but i tink it's still quite far lah...so perhaps i will think about it when it is ard the corner...hehe..now what i m concerned wif are my two quizes...btw...actually this sat..me and stella going swimming together de..then she put aeroplane loh...but nvm lah..coz i tink i will still be going..even if it's alone..haha..sometimes being alone is a good thing bah..coz actually there are some things that i went thru my mind..but no time to reflect on it...perhaps giving myself a break from the others will do me good...so i guess i go n bathe now le...=p

today..suddenly feel like blogging again..haha..was toking to nick..then remembered valentime's day coming soon le..well..hehe..this yr spending it wif stella..but if got guy ask her out hor..then she put me aeroplane..i m going to kill her..haha..well...every since young..valentime's day has been a normal occasion to me..is just another sch day...but cant help when u see someone u like going out wif another person rite? Hehe..for the last four yrs in sec sch has always been likdat loh..haha..but well..i have thought about it le...valentime's day can be just a special occassion..spending it wif frens..haha..happy valentime's day in advance..haha..=p

Well..was listening to the song 'i dream' sent by weiling to me..then somehow...well..triggered off some thoughts lah..as usual, sam sent me hm today...if u ask me..i realli dunno whether i still love him..but i noe that time will fade my feelings for him..but on the other hand, is that possible is he keeps sending me hm..then msg me?? I dunno...veri vexing leh...haiz..i tink i better dun tink about it le..gtg..bb..tc..

haha..wel..i apologise for what i have said just now..coz...guess what? Stella says that she's gonna wack me for saying all those...sobz..SHE BULLY ME!!!

haha...now i online..wif stella they all...then stella's nick was "~stella~i love xh..."...but yet hor..she kept saying i like him loh..somemore say i bully her..hah.a..where got loh..she siao de..i tink she studied too much le...haha..so if u tink she likes xiang hui...haha....guess what?? YOU ARE RITE!!!! but hor..no prize for correct answer..heeehee...haha..

Haha...actually intended to study after dinner de..but in the end, i had a mood swing, and decided that going for a stroll will be a better atternative...then went to park...stayed until ard 8...to watch the stars...the sky is quite clear tonite bah..can see quite a few stars...so bright...well..sometimes i feel that life is like stars...when the stars are brightest, they will outshine the others and get all the attention..however, it's flame will fade..and one day, it will fall off the sky...as what we call shooting stars...and that is the end of the life of a star...and sadly, it's the same as life. There's the best part of ur life..and following that, ur remaining life will be peaceful and plain till ur death...well...hope that i can lead a more colourful life...dun wish to waste my life studying and studying...so that's y i decided to blog instead of study that anatomy...coz realli too drownsy to study le...and the facts cant seem to get into my brain..haha..then furthermore...i not in the mood..haha...now on line...not mani pple...i guess mani pple now studying bah..but i tink i will study at my own rate...as long as i can finish studying, that's enuf le bah...haha..or perhaps i should slp earlier...dun want to suffer from panda eyes..haha..nitez...=p

Today, earli in the morning at 6.30am..i was woken up by the singing at the mosque beside my house...at lst i thought my mom was singing outside my room loh..then later realised that the sound came from outside my window..then in then end, tired and sleepy, i woke up...then decided not to attempt to slp again...after breakfast, i cleared up by room as weiling, dayne and stella were coming over to my house later in the morning to doing that Character Development role play thingy...haha..that role play thingy, so hilarious...sure will play till pengz..at 11 plus, they came over to my house..haha..then we curious mah..then went to the 11th floor to wei kiat's house...haha...he at hm..then when he opened the door...saw him in shorts and hang ten shirt...haha..after that, they went to eat at the coffee shop downstairs while i go back hm to finsih practising my piano piece for the lesson...haha..enjoyed their company today...then at around 2.40pm...my piano teacher msg me saying that she will come over earlier for lesson at ard 2.45m loh..in the end, they had to leave early..n luckily they left earlier..coz my teacher said that she saw them at the lift....then lesson today was like..well...suckz...my mind wasnt on piano today lah..got sth kept bothering me..i think i seem to have mood swing quite frequently these days...then throughout the lesson, i was thinking about how loathesome i was..haha..then my theory hor...most of them wrong..coz i wasnt paying attention while i was doing it...then had to redo..sobz...well..perhaps i can feel the pressure on me le bah...i realli expect myself to do well for something and i will be damn stressed out. Then other than that, these days, i seem to be caring more of what pple think about me..dunno why leh..i wasnt likdat in the past...but well..pple change..but this isnt a good change bah..then actually i wanted to look for someone to bare my heart de...but well..dunno who to look for...and i oso dunno what's wrong wif me...haha..tink i shall end here...perhaps i going for a stroll to get my mind off those troubles...haha...=p

HOW TO TELL IF A GUYS LIKES A GAL... 1. The guy will try to make you laugh. 2. He'll flirt with you when he can. 3. He might try to show off around you. 4. He'll help you out, if you ask for it. 5. He'll stick up for you when you need it most. 6. He'll be friendly to you and all your friends. 7. He might call you for no good reason. 8. He might make fun of you, in a joking way. 9. He'll tell you that you did good, even if you did horrible. 10. He'll make eye contact with a happy grin on his face. HOW TO TELL IF A GIRL LIKES A GUY... 1. The girl will laugh at all your jokes. 2. She'll stare at you with a smile on her face. 3. She'll ask you who you like, continuously. 4. She might try to make you jealous. 5. She'll beg that you do everything for her. 6. She might start talking to your friends. 7. She'll talk to you about the different varieties of guys. 8. She'll always seem to be talking about how nice you are. 9. She'll always be flirting with every other guy except you. 10. She'll always ask what to do in a bad situation. Haha...so do give ur feedback on how true it is...k? Especially stella...haha..i veri curious..haha..

Well...i dunno whether sam will be reading my blog..but sometimes..when pple ask me whether i still like him..my reply is no..but i wonder if that is possible? I mean..well...we have been together for a while..n it's not possible just to forget him lidat...rite? Part of me still think about him..but part of me just want to get on wif life without him..coz...deep inside my heart, i remember that the reason i had given him for breakup was that we had different mindset and our relationship was one without an ending...n sometimes, i just cant help but feel that i should distance myself away from him..i m afraid of getting hurt again. It's just like a kid, if he learns to cycle and he fails...he will have a hard time trying to learn cycling again..well..that's all that i want to say...hehe..dunno y i suddenly feel like bloggin mah..haha...

To start wif...well..i will like to apologise for sth...coz these few days, i feel that my attitude is kind of bad...coz due to some stuff..then i seem to be impatient and ap towards my frens..sorry guys...(u noe who i m apologising to rite?) Actually especially dayne..coz she is my lab partner mah..then she does the lab report and oso sits beside me in class..sorry...=p Well...but i have thought about it le..no matter how things are...one day, there will be the past..and looking back at the past, one tends to laugh at their foolishness...n i tink one day, while recalling about the past, i will oso laugh at the things that i m crying about now... Haha...tok about something happy le bah..well..today had report writing...die le lah..but rwp onli got 58 marks...haha..must jia you le..or not...i will get another c grade...haha..then after that got microbio..then got that patho test..hehe..got study lah..but a bit tough..then i abit stunned when i saw the question..haha...mind blankout...after sch...weiling,stella and i went to JE entertainment..to eat dinner and shop loh...haha...then the three of us sat at the skating ring...but hor...i still dun understand y STELLA that time sat at the skating ring wif XH was SOOOOOO SWEET leh...haha... Then in the end, we went hm at ard 8 plus...tomolo is gonna be a long day..think i will have to wake up earlier to prac piano, coz at 11 plus, weiling they all coming over to my hs..to do some sch work stuff.. And hor..before i forget...actually today wei kiat say he wanna go je wif us de..then pang seh...haha...u watch out loh...haha I go online le...hehe..btw...the sky is quite clear tonite...remembered that my astro teacher got teach us..got three stars in a line will point to one veri bright star..n that star...signifies a direction..but i forgot the name of that star le...look out of the window, and u will most probably be able to see it..have a good nite...muackz...=p

halo every1~~ haha... tis is celia... the chicken sze de dearest ai tu... yup... muz thanx ai shi early in the morning send me bdae wishes... n woke me up... hohoho... THANX!! muackx muackx... =P anw... y m i here?? i was given permission 2 post an entry in ai shi's blog... hohoho... nth 2 writie de... yawnx!! ai shi!! faster get ai shi gong asap lehx... haha... n horx... u say u wan help me find hippo guyx de... haha... k lahx... stop crapping le... anw... wish myself happie bdae here... hohoho...

Haha...today is my dearest ai tu's bdae...too bad i cant go out n celebrate for her, coz i have got lesson till 5pm today..n these two weeks, my workload quite heavy...but next time k? Due that new yr week...haha... Erm..today, as usual, had lesson then after lunch, had lab...veri fun..but hor, the sad fact is that i realised that my pupil is smaller than others and my eyelashes are shorter, my eye lid is not as elastic...in conclusion...i m abormomal...haha...then after that had my gems...astronavigation...today taught the moon..then a bit boring lah..coz i veri tired...then after sch...sam said he wait for me to go hm together..so we go hm together...then as i took bus 75, i had to wait for bus 184 to get hm..then i closed my eyes and rested n told him to wake me up when the bus comes..thanks to him, i missed two bus, coz he didnt wake me up until it was too late..then now, i just finished my dinner..so full...tink later i will go n do my gems quiz le..then go study..Well..this week didnt realli have enuf time to practise piano...dunno what to do when i have lesson this friday..haha..but i suppose can lah..just practise on friday bah..coz now, the sch workload realli quite heavy for me..haha..so i go le bah..take care guys....=p

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Today...had lesson at 10am...then had lunch. After lunch, we went to MLT 1 to wait after gg to the library..haha..stella veri gullible de..haha..i paste a sticker on her back..then she didnt noe until i was laughing like mad..haha.. i noe that it's a bit childish lah..but sometimes, it is essential to distress urself..haha..then after chris' lesson, we had Character Development...was discussing about future plans after getting a diploma in poly..haha..the future seems gloom leh..coz to me..the career prospect dun realli seem that interesting and i cant realli imagine myself doing those stuff..haha..but i suppose, since i have made the choice, i will stick wif it, coz it's my choice after all...Then after sch today, went to co room for meeting...thought it would take ages..but luckily, marleen only wanted that final draft nia..then after that, weiling and i left. Samuel msg me to ask me whether he wants to go hm together...then since i just left co room, we met at the bus stop...then went hm loh...on the whole bus trip, i doubt we spoke more than 20 sentences bah...just didnt feel like toking..n part of me still cant forgive him for smoking...still can remember it vividly loh...but at least i m happy that we seem to be frens again, just like the past, before we came together..i tink i will just let things it's flow bah...but if i sees him smoking again, he can forget about being my fren for the rest of his life...i m serious about it..but anyway...it's his life lah..there is no reason for me to get so work up over it de.. Erm..tok about something happy bah..well..actually nth much that is happy leh..haha..so i tink i will end here bah..later going to study le..or not how m i going to do well?? Haha..cya guys...may god bless u...=p

Woke up at dunno what time in the morning..then had my breakfast and went to bbco...hehe..long time nv go bbco le..miss my ai tus...then i practised yang qin...coz i tink if i still dun buck up..i m going to have to 'throw' face again..haha..Then i enjoyed myself at co today bah..long time nv feel so happy in co le...then after tat, before leaving co...got tok to mr lee..then just remembered that got that syco audition..actually last yr...i wanted to go de..but no chance..then this yr...actually can go de..but the audition day is on this thur..which means i cant make it..then summore i dunno if i will have the time to go to syco practice oso and on top of that, i dun haf the score for the song..n mr lee asks me to go there sight read..haha..which i think is not veri good loh..so well..huiting...all the best to ur audition...i will go for the audition next yr..but hor..seriously lah...this kind of audition dun realli seem to make veri much sense to me..coz they just test songs and scale..then aural leh? Sight reading? So well...i tink i go next yr bah...when my schedule is not as packed as now.. Then after lunch, i went to library wif stella..but didnt study much..onli cleared my doubts on pathology..then went hm..On the way to the interchange to take bus, dedric called me...said that he saw me at the interchange and call my name..but i didnt hear..hehe..sorry...well..perhaps i m going to study a bit later...it's gonna be a packed schedule for this week and the next..haha..well...take care, guys!

Well...i just suddenly realised something..it had been so long..but yet..realisation stuck me onli now...well..sometimes have u thought about how funny is life? Happiness comes when u least expected it and pain, on the other hand, comes whether u expect it or not..haha..i wonder y..well..btw i have had so mani entries le..but i forgot to say something...thanks guys for reading my blog...=p

Haha...today in good mood...oso dunno y..perhaps got go out for a while...today went to bugis wif weiling to buy printer ink..then after tat we went to take a walk at bugis junction..then saw that samuel & kevin is having a sale..haha..then we went in to take a look loh...i bought one v-neck shirt for myself and another halter neck for my sis..coz her bdae is just ard the corner. This month hor..realli alot of pple's bdae loh..then i m going bankrupt soon le..haha..Next we went to this fashion..where i bought a skirt..hehe..thinking back hor..i oso dunno why i want to buy..erm..then after tat we went far east...coz i wanted to take a look at the ear rings..then in the end...the ear rings there dun suit me..haha..After that i went hm..while weiling go meet impure metal..on the way hm..i msg sam..well..i thought about it le..actually no use ignoring him and hating him mah..coz god teaches us to love pple and not to hate pple...n well...who m i to get so upset about him smoking?? So...i guess...we are still frens bah..but i hope that the next time if i happen to see him smoking, i wont go right up to him and hit him loh... Toking about ytd, ytd nite i slept at 12 plus..coz astro got assigment..need to see the planets in the sky..then i thought nite time would be better..then i waited till 12 plus to see the planets..but hor..the prob is that i dunno wat planet is that..hehe..then i told yz to look at the sky for the stars..but he cant see leh..i wonder y..haha..actually astro realli quite fun..hehe.. Tomolo i going studying wif stella in the afternoon..then in the morning..i going bbco..btw did i mention that i changed a co file le...decided to treat co more seriously...so must keep my scores well..haha..now i tink i m going to do some work bah..whole day nv study le...if this goes on..i m going to flunk everything..haha..gotta go...tc..!

Well...perhaps it's partly my fault bah...he already apologised le..but part of me refuse to forgive him..coz it's not the lst time le loh...then since he will still make the same mistake after i forgive him..then y not i dun forgive him..then he will nv make that mistake le rite? Well...but...dunno leh..that doesnt seem like such a good idea. And today...was quite a slack day..just four hours of lesson for me...then was in a good mood...until class ended for the day...then wl, dayne and stella walked to the mrt station from fc 2..then i decided that i will accompany them to walk loh..haha..since long time nv walk that route le..then unexpectedly, when i reached the bus stop..i saw a group of guys smoking at a corner...among those foreign faces...i see mr samuel. What a 'suprise'...so if u guys out there sees him smoking next time...dun be as 'surprised' as i m....actually...try to tell him not to smoke lah..realli bad for health loh..n that time..he promised me he wont smoke again de loh...so...well...c what i mean? For some things..even if i forgive him..he will continue on wif the same mistake..so what's the point rite? Enuf toking about him... Erm...today after sch still got piano lesson...then the teacher came late(as usual)...haha..this week didnt realli practise much..so didnt realli play that well..n i m getting a bit stressed out...coz my theory oso not veri good leh..haha..Today i tried to wear the flip flops that i bought in bugis...then i realised something...flip flops are nice but not comfortable..then today during my three hours break time..i went to and fro the library and co room several times...n now my toes hurt..sobz... This sun i tink i gg bbco..it's been quite some time since i last went le...must be more hardworking..then later..i meeting stella to go study...eh...for those who noes xiang hui...help me ask him whether he wants to study together...stella will be glad to have his company..hehe.. Btw did i mention that today during microbiology lesson...stella wrote "xh rocks!!" on my paper?? Haha...dunno who is xh..is it xin hui? Xiu hui? Or XIANG HUI????!!! Haha..i oso dunno..u go ask her loh..hehe..that's all for now..i gtg le...have a great nite.. Oh...b4 i forget..i studying astro for gems mah..then according to a sheet of paper on planets hor..tonite at 12...we will see mars...i tink is mars..or not is venus bah..i left the paper in the other room..then i lazy to go get it..haha..that's all folks...!

Today..haha..got presentation..ms lek sick..then we last minute then noe..in the end Dr Wilfred Tang came to sit in...then in the course of the presentation...we kena shoot wif questions...i tink die lah..haha..then after that..we went to library to do reports... After lunch, i went to co room to prac yang qin..and oso sheng lah..coz kind of stressed by gary..haha..he realli veri pro leh..then my sheng oso veri lan...so must prac..but in the end...i act smart loh...go take out one pipe..in the end...cant seem to put it back..then tat karl heng person got come...hehe..then help me fix..or not i tink i will kena from mr lee..haha..well...actually i tink i m rather satisfied wif my progress in yq bah..tink that perhaps i shouldnt ask so much of myself..especially when my main focus is piano... Then later weiling and xiu ping came over to my house to do that CO booklet..ticket..poster stuff..haha..then do until eight plus..then we go eat dinner..then watch tv.. Haha..then just now...actually we went to wee kiat's house..coz he lives just above me...at 11th floor...then i curious about where he live mah..nv see b4...haha..then we went loh..but in the end, found that the door was closed...end of story..haha..so wasted trip loh... Tomolo still got chris' lesson...then havent study anything today..was slacking all day..haha..think i will study tomolo bah...i will work hard de.. And..well...today saw samuel in the CO while i was practising...but didnt tok..coz i dun tink i will ever want to tok to him...last nite actually we took the same bus hm..but he didnt wait for me after co..then it just so happened that i got on the same bus as him...then we took different seats..actually kind of sad leh..coz we used to be frens...good frens..going hm together after co...then now likdat...if onli we nv got together..perhaps we would still be great frens..or perhaps...well..i dunno lah... Erm...i tink i better dun tok about these...just trying to get him out of my life...hopefully...i want to have a life of my own..to live like b4...=p

Erm...well...didnt actually feel like blogging today..haha..i oso dunno what's wif me..Well...today is the 11th...i would have been a special day for me...if we hadnt broken up, it would have been our third month anniversary..but since i made that choice, i might as well live wif it. I m not saying that i regretted my decision..but seriously saying..the lst and 2nd month wasnt exactly sweet memories bah..i suppose...so perhaps...we did the rite thing. But sometimes, u just cant help but think about all these rite? Not that i want..but it's not within my control...for now..i just want to put my heart and soul into music and studies...dun tink i will want to get into a relationship for the rest of this yr or the next or the next or the next.... Today that guy did something that seems childish to me...n sometimes, i just hope that he will just grow more mature..but whether he is mature anot...it is longer an issue to me le..i guess that's all i want to say...from now onwards, i will work hard in my studies..coz a degree in either music or optometry is better than a relationship wif no future...

Hehe...i forgot to thank my dear ai tu for helping me change my blogskin, coz she noes her blur ai shi dunno how to mah..haha..thx hor celia!!

Hey guys...relac lah...i too lazy to blog mah..haha...coz these few weeks nothing much happened..n on top of that i m simply too lazy..haha..weiling..no need to help me blog lah..coz i changed my password again..haha. Well..ytd went to my friend's church..then went walking around wif her b4 going hm..then today intend to study at hm..haha..boring life.. Actually today got bbco de..but dun want to go lah..coz tink will be quite sian and so i rather stay at hm and study loh..but i will be sure to make it a point to prac those songs well lah..haha..but actually not veri difficult mah..and somemore no solos or what..then go down to prac oso not challenging de.. This wed still got spco...hehe..yang qin is more challening...haha..think i m starting to fall in love wif yang qin..haha..coz if u noe how to play it well..it sounds even nicer than sheng..haha..then this wed weiling bringing her fren dowm to spco..to help out...haha..me too lousy le..so need pple to help out..haiz..going to kena thrased by pro again. Erm..ytd weiling, stella, kai jian, dayne and i went back to sch, intending to do that dark adaptometry experiment..then ended up that the room was locked...haha...third time attempt to come and complete that experiment le loh...then in the end, we ended up in the library to do that RWP presentation. Erm..enuf of studies le bah... A few days b4, got tok to harrison...he went to sch to find ll and sent her hm...so sweet loh..haha..i tink we will soon be having another couple in spco soon... N guess what?? New yr coming soon...haha..will get lots of red packets again..haha..erm..but b4 that is my ai tu's bdae..n my sis' oso...haha..a big hole in pocket...erm...i tink i will stop here bah..have a nice day!! =p

It has been quite a while since i last blogged..well..i just woke up from my nap...felt that this sem..i have been quite slack...haha..should change that habit..Ytd stella, weiling and i went to hui yun's house to countdown...she lived veri far leh...then the journey on bus veri sian...haha...then by the time we reached tampines mall..weiling was still in orchard..and stella says she will be late...after interogation, she said that she went to watch 'meet the fockers' with xiang hui!!!!! Haha...isnt that sth that we can gossip about next time? Haha..erm...then after that actually intended to go n buy the sunshine flour..but it seems that tampines do not sell that kind of flour!!! So after several attempts at some stores, we settled for the plain flour..then bought white sugar instead of brown sugar..so the cookie wasnt as nice as expected..haha..but nevertheless..still is edile lah. After having dinner at long john silver and walk walk abit, we went to hui yun's hs...b4 that we got go buy some voldka..that cashier at 7 eleven never check IC de..haha..next time i noe where to buy le.. After we reached hui yun's house, we got down to baking cookies till around 1 plus....the radio talkshow oso no countdown..haha..btw did i mention that while we were baking cookies, stella called xiang hui and chatted for quite a long time...think got ard 2 hrs bah...hehe....then we do finish liao..she still toking on the fone...then didnt wash up the plates... Today, i finally saw our mushroom daddy...haha..he came at 12 plus to pass mummy supper and a bottle of volka..then he left...so fast loh...by the time mummy went downstairs to find him, he already gone le... After clearing up the place, i took a bath..then we went to watch garfield dvd...n that was ard 3 plus in the morning...my eyes decided that they were too tired..n i fell asleep loh...woke up at 9 plus in the morning..had breakfast and watched shark tale..then went hm le... I read weiling's blog just now...n i triggered off a train of thoughts...i kept wondering what achievements did i have last yr....erm..well...the thing that made me so happy was passing my grade 8 wif a merit...seriously, the days past too quickly le...i realli missed my sec sch frens, my frens in cckssco. BUt thank god i met so mani great frens in polytechnic...pple like yin zhi, weiling, hui yun, stella and more...thanks for being such great pals...without u guys, life would be dull... Well, actually quite a lot of things happened this yr...my dear hamster died...could still remember the day vividly, realli missed him alot too...n when i was reading weiling's blog just now, i just remembered that today is weiling's and aloy's third anniversary..time flies...well..another happy thing was the day sam and i were together...although we both felt perhaps it was a wrong decision to be together, but we didnt regret it...although it had to end, it was nobody's fault, just that we werent suited for each other bah...i already saw that problem coming in the beginning, but i thought i didnt mind that..which turning out to be not true bah...he deserved a better gal than me... I thought about my new yr resolution last nite..i hope that i will be more studious in both studies and music, be nicer to the pple ard me and cherish them...n watch less tv....online lesser...n cherish every minute of my life...erm..i tink i shall end here bah...cya...btw happy new yr...!!!