Some of u guys may notice that when i m out if u guys, i may suddenly be quiet...dun worry...i m not undergoing menopause...haha...but look guys...i have got sth serious to tel u. I hope that what i have said below wont offend any of u guys out there...these are what i feel deep down in my heart and i hope u guys will understand... Actually i do not like to note down those unhappy events of my life..but sometimes it is not possible, isnt it?? Well...i do not want to pin point anybody or what...and the last thing i want to do is to offend anyone...but sometimes i hope that some of u guys out there will just spare a thought for me... I do get pretty uncomfortable when u guys say some things like i m lousy in sheng...i m downright lousy in yang qin or some other things like go away........ I know that most of the time u guys are kidding when u said all these..but when i m already feel sad and u guys say these...i cant help but feel offended...if u guys were in my shoes, u will certainly feel the same, rite? I can certainly take jokes..but to a certain extent..so i sincerely hope that the next time u guys want to say something demoralising, i hope that u realli mean it b4 u say..coz some jokes realli hurt me deeply, even if u dun mean it...To tell the truth, at times, those words made me feel realli worthless..and realli made me feel that i shouldnt be in orchestra...shouldnt be ard there...well..i think that's all i want to say..my sincere apology if i happen to offend someone wif what i have just said...

Well...it's been a long time since i blogged...coz to me...there's practically nth to write...i realli realli dun want to note down any unhappy events of my life in here...and there's been so much unhapiness that i cant seem to find much stuff for me to write about... Erm...but after much thought...hehe...i just remembered sth...guess what??? Our mummee (hui yun) finally found our daddy (ar toe)...haha...realli glad for her...but kinda pity ar toe...haha(just kidding)..haha.. Aside from that..another happy event is that olevels are finally over..haha..so glad for my juniors..monday, xueling had her chalet at pasir ris..but i went ard evening..then just tok and eat...then didnt realli do much that nite..haha..but was realli glad that i can finally spend some time wif my juniors.. Besides...the music camp is finally over...although i must say that it wasnt exactly a success to us...but my committee and i have already tried our best to make it go smoothly...thx for all the hard work, guys!! =p This week dun realli haf much to do...but tonite i m going to start my piano lesson again...realli so glad...it's been quite some time since i last had my lesson...hope that i can complete my diploma within two yrs..hehe... Oh..btw tomolo Ruan Ensemble is having a concert at the new NAFA...i going to watch coz evelyn is performing..hehe..all the best, evelyn... Erm..i tink nth more to update for the time being le bah..haha..tk care..=p

Hi guys!!! It has been a long time since i last blogged...but actually i have got my reasons de..just like y i deleted all my entries away previously... I onli intend to note down the happy memories of my life in this blog...but these two weeks, there have realli been too mani unhappy events bah...during the hk trip...after i came back...and a lot more things which i dun intend to mention bah...haha...but today in good mood...coz music camp thingy is somewat settled at last....haha... These few days oso a bit lack of sleep..haha..hope to catch up on my slp tomolo...i just wanna be a pig for one day...oink!! haha...i tink i gtg le...btw three more days to the end of GCE Olevel....haha...all the best~

Haha..actually i m already quite tired lah..so wont blog so long...haha...exams finally over...how i have been looking forward to this day...haha..erm..gtg...blog again tomolo...=p

Haha...today i had my maths paper...haha..then i had dinner wif sam then i came home..haha..btw guess what??? Haha...i last paper b4 the whole exam ends!! Haha..i cant wait, man..haha..veri tiring leh..haha..then luckily i m recovering from my cold le..or not i oso dunno how m i going to survive in hong kong..haha.. Btw today is the first day of olevel exams..hey guys, all the best for ur exams.. must work hard, k?? Haha..i m sure u guys can do it de...haha.. btw....weiling...i m sorry leh..coz i realli feel a bit guilty that ytd u had lunch wif me and didnt have lunch wif him even though is ur anniversery...sorry....help me apologise to him oso...=p Haha..i tink i shall end here bah...not mani pple online now leh..then veri sian..perhaps i m going to watch tv le..haha..cya...^.^