Haiz..it's another rainning day. Such days realli make me feel down. But i suppose it's like this in those snowy countries bah. After all, christmas is coming soon..in less than a month's time. One good news and one bad news. The good news is that this xmas wont have to be spent in sch. The bad news is, i will probably be tied down with fyp stuff. Lemme blog about what happened these few days. Hmm...saturday: Had clinic...was doing fast track..haha..the last px veri ke qi and abit weird lo..but well, nvm. Then after which, went to work. Saw this px who had grade 3+ staining in one eye only. I dont noe what is the reason for that. But i got her off her cl..and come back one week later...hopefully there's a improvement. Then there's this other lady, whom mike, my optom did the check on. That lady had +4.00DS OU and she has nv been corrected with spectacles before. And her family who brought her for the eyecheck didnt think it was impt to get her a pair of specs. It sounds like a case of neglected elderly...n realli pity that old lady alot. Hmm..anyway, after work, went for dinner..initially wanted to catch a movie de..but time slots were too late..so headed for home. Sunday, had piano lesson..haha..started to appreciate the lessons coz it only take place once a month. After which, slacked and watch tv. Monday, had ms lek's lesson. Then after which, went to look for Mr Lai. He is realli such a friendly guy. At least we cleared our doubts. Hmm..mushrooms..dun pai chi me can? I told u le i m not together wif tp..so dun make fun of me le. Although i go out wif him for dinners or movies..but we are just friends. Though i noe u guys are kidding when u say these..but it hurts leh..sobz..*got hear my heart break???* Anyway..jio me to go watch the OPEN SEASON k?? I wanna watch that..lurve ya gers..muacks..

Hi pple, i am back again. After ytd nite's entry, i sat there thinking..thinking about alot of things. Flipping thru the photos when i were young. *I thought only old pple do think back about their past, but no idea y was i doing that*. Anyway as i was saying, hmm..i realised that there are always ups and downs in life. If there was no downs, i wouldnt be able to appreciate the ups in life. Hmm..well, today feeling kinda moody. Didnt even feel like having breakfast even though i didnt have dinner last nite. After some thought, i decided that it wasnt worth it to get upset over such trival matters and decided to indulge myself in hot pipping coffee and sandwich. Today's dispensing was on rimlon. Haha..kinda fun. After which, had ms vivian's lesson, which i nearli fell aslp..coz not enuf slp last nite. After which, was EIC test...haha..i think my literature skills about to return all back to my literature teacher le. Anyway, hope to get a reasonable grade can le. HEhe... after that was dawn's lesson. 1st time had someone taller sitting in front of me. And i was desperately shifting my head to see..and somehow in the process, i tink i blocked dawn, who was sitting behind me. Anyway, 1st time 8-5 lesson. Feel kinda tired and drained. In order to reward myself for behaving in class *which means not falling aslp* I bought chocolate bars and finished it all up. Ate chips..actually wanted to buy fries..but on second thought, i dun tink i wanna get fat when D&D is coming soon. Shall end here..tata...

********Sometimes, it's not the actions, but the thoughts that count. Don't you understand that??? *********

This feeling of overwhelming sadness has not been there for such a long time. I realli feel so disapointed and upset wif what happened. !@#$%&*(@%&^*()#$%^&*() How i hate this...

I just read wei ling's blog..so here goes: 1.When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? hmm.. it's another brand new day Haiz..gotta wake up earli to go sch n do fyp..sianz.. 2. When is the next time you will have sex? Hmm..nv had it before....how m i supposed to noe.. 3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"? Lo... 4. Favorite planet? Venus..coz it's so mysterious.. 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile? My daddy...haha... 6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone? Is vibration a kind of ring tone? My hp always in silent mode de.. 7. What kinda shirt you have on? A tube top... 8. Describe yourself in one phrase? Siao Cha Bo.. 9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? Hmm..i forgot the brand.. 10. Bright or Dark Room? Semi dark..in fyp room..what do u expect?? 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? Hmm...veritically challenged? Haha..no la..just kidding..she's sweet, nice and chirpy..haha.. 12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on? I will combine the two and slp, coz i have got a big body mass..haha.. 13. What were you doing at midnight last night? What can i be doing? Reading scientific journals on bed... 14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile? Kena lame by somebody..u wanna noe what it says? Haha..come look for me lo...lol 15. Where is your letter box? Downstairs.. 16. What's a word that you say a lot? word...lame..haha.. 17.Who told you he/she loved you last? Nobody lurves me..sobz!!~ 18. Last furry thing you touched? My teddy bear... 19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days? Countless pandols..i was sick... 20.How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? I wont own a camera..haha... 21. Favorite age you have been so far? 19..i bet this is gonna be the best year of my life...yea!~ 22.Your worst enemy? Hmm..so far nope la..hopefully no in the future oso..haha... 23. What is your current desktop picture? Hmm..i dunno..i m not using my own comp... 24. What was the last thing you said to someone? I just said to kiat wee: "Look properly before u press the button" 25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly? I tink with the million bucks, i can play safer on an aeroplane..haha.. 26. Do you like someone?

Nope, i dun like 'someone'..i like everybody..

27. The last song you listened to? I forgot..got short term memory la..but i tink it's kiat wee's singing just now..although i couldnt quite make out what he was singing.. 28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?

Hmm..does that person got bullet proof vest anot??

29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be? The person who invented maths..haha.. 30. What is the closest object to your left foot? The leg of the table lo...

I m sad to announce...that it just dawned on me that i m a perfect..*chuckles* perfect computer idiot!!~*sigh!!~*My computer onli has a recycle bin(otherwise known was dustbin)and what's the use of it when i dun have anything else on my desktop? Stupid me go and kena virus and reformat my comp. I was always complaining that my comp dun have microsoft publisher...but now..my comp doesnt even have microsoft word!!~ *sobz!!~* At a time when i have to do my fyp, write report..and this have to happen. Any kind soul who is reading, pls tell me what's wrong that i dun have my internet explorer...i cant connect my internet. Thus, i m now secretly using my sis' comp, hoping she doesnt find out *crossing my finger* Anyway..i feel sick..realli sick. Thanks to that idiot who passed me the germs and claimed that i stole it from him. Using common sense, the greatest thief will oso not want to stela germs rite? Diaoz..tomorrow still got clinic. Hope that i can make it true alive and kicking. If you find things peaceful these few days, perhaps it's becoz i lost my voice. Today just finished Ms Lek's test. haha..killer la..so difficult. but on the other hand, can pass then can le..haha..ok la..i m gg off le. Wish me luck for dispensing tomolo..haha..tata!!~

This is the second last holiday dat i am havin, before i graduate and become a real ger. *Gulpz* Sounds scary to me. But at least i am moving on to another stage of my life. I wanna pursue my dreams...in the hope that my dreams wont get smashed. Hmm..seems like things are sort of planned out le. After i grad, most probably working for tp..then teaching part time piano. Getting my diplom in performance. If likdat count, dun tink got time for personal life. Hence, i m trying to play hard, so that i wont regret wasting my youth. Ytd, went to Sakura buffet after our fyp discussion..and omg!!~ I feel so sinful eating all those sooooooooooo delicious food. The incident of that lady sittin behind weilng and stella so funny. But at least that lady left before us. Den after which, went shopping and i bought ear rings. Hmm..ever since i started working, i realised that most of my money is spent to indulge myself. I saw this tube top in this shop in cineleisure. I realli like that top!!~ So cool..but the price abit steep lo. So i m still tinking. If i realli want it, then i will go get it after work le..haha..shall c how. Ok la..tired le..continue updating tomolo..do stay tuned!~

Hi guys...guess where am i now? U re right..am at project lab...hearing the beeping of the metropsis, poor slpy ivan sitting there and me sitting in front of the computer staring blankly. Sobz..how i wish i was at screening..might be more fun..here so boring *yawn*..i tink sharon hearing the beeping sound oso hear until sian le. Miss Yeo came in to 'spot check' a few times le..luckily i wasnt slping when she came in. Hmm..ivan like wanna slp le..if weiling was here..*chuckles*..perhaps he wont be so slpy le. I M SOOOOOOOOO BORED!!!!!~ Forget it..nobody is gg to hear me. Just let me rot and die here. KAoz..deprived social life...