Got my results ytd...initially, was kinda disappointed..but after which, i realised that no matter what happens, god is always in charge. And his plans are the best..so if he thinks 2 distinction, 3 As, 1 B and 1 C is the best for me, i realli wanna give thanks to him. Though busy wif co thingy, but realli wanna thank god that he blessed me wif such good results. I may not be the best, but i have done my best to glorify Him. Er..as for my piano, i noe that i m not the best pianist..but will prac hard and not by my own strength, but by his grace, i will definately do well..amen!! This few days, the other collegues went road show le, left me and mr yap. So basically wasnt looking forward to work everyday.After all, who look forward to working together in the same shop alone wif the boss? BUt thank god i survived four days..another two days to go..then this sunday still got road show..hope that next week will have two off days..realli need some rest le. actually i realised that everything in life is a plan..is just a matter of time for some things to happen..isnt it? Whatever it is ,i pray that whenever u are down, noe that u are nv alone, for god is wif u...nitez...

Hi guys...hee..so tired..havent been blogging for the past few days..coz wasnt at home till eleven plus or twelve. Erm..lemme see..monday, was working till eight..and as usual, finished worked off late..left Igard at ard 8.20pm...then had a new collegue..is an optician..52 years old. Then tuesday, was preparing for the NUS roadshow...didnt do much tat day..life just revolves ard spectacles..haiz..then wed..had the roadshow. Hee..it's quite fun, coz get to use auto ref..but hor, the results is so inaccurate lo. The difference between the specs power and auto ref result differs by at least 1 dioptre lo...then my collegue say is the sunlight which affected the results..kaoz..give us such a place lo..light quite glaring..then cant focus properly. But anyway, better than staying in optical shop and wipe frames bah..haha..Then at nite, went down to spco, coz tis week dun have syco. Hee..huang tu qin so nice..actually i feel like performing for the concert, but no time to practise..haha..shall see how. erm..then today, is the second day of road show, used the tonometer..hee..see people get shocked by the air puff..quite funny..oops..i meant sympathise wif them..Then came back home..slacked till now, havent prac piano or do my itp assignment..haiz..shall go now..hee..tomolo meeting mushrooms for dinner..looking forward to it..hee..miss ya..:D

One week have passed..realli wanna thank god for the group of frens who have been standing by me..esp the mushrooms..thanks gers..hee..love ya..Working isnt the exact picture of fun, but i believe that since god made me go thru this, he will guide me thru it. Shant realli think so much le. N thank god for the collegues there..realli nice pple, brighten up my days and taught me from scratch, unlike mr yap, dun seem to bother to teach me anything, probably becoz i m there for short term nia, so dun see the point in wasting his precious time on an attachment student bah. This morning,just finished the assignment on PRevalence of singaporeans wearing specs..thanks to Mr yap..haiz..whole morning burned out..then do until 2 plus..then went to take nap..while my dad took my Nokia 6111 to repair..so fast fone got problem le..just bought for only one week. Actually wanted to go eat dou hua de..but cy not free..so i guess i will be staying at home and slping more..coz tomolo gotta work again..have to see my beloved dou fu..haiz...well, for those having holidays, have fun..

Today is the fifth day of attachment...life is bad..feel like crying..wondering whether i will pass my attachment..if realli fail, then i nth to say le. Work from 10.15 to 8pm..come home practise two hours of piano, then 11 plus le..after that go bathe then go do my piano thingy..life like this realli sux..i mean.. who still have the energy to practise well after standing for ard 8 hours plus everyday..and insufficient slp lo..den go workplace..still haf to be stressed. I admit that i m not intelligent, and perhaps even a blind can see that i m plain stupid, but i do put in my heart to do things..just that somehow, if i dun reap what i sow, that's too sad. Haiz..

Today is the fifth day of attachment...life is bad..feel like crying..wondering whether i will pass my attachment..if realli fail, then i nth to say le. Work from 10.15 to 8pm..come home practise two hours of piano, then 11 plus le..after that go bathe then go do my piano thingy..life like this realli sux..i mean.. who still have the energy to practise well after standing for ard 8 hours plus everyday..and insufficient slp lo..den go workplace..still haf to be stressed. I admit that i m not intelligent, and perhaps even a blind can see that i m plain stupid, but i do put in my heart to do things..just that somehow, if i dun reap what i sow, that's too sad. Haiz..

Ytd was the lst day of freedom...Went out wif elisha to watch Underworld Evolution. Perhaps i just dun like this kind of show bah..found it kinda gross and bloody...then i realised that the cinema veri few gers, and i was the only one who saying that the movie is scary..kaoz..but overall the movie ok bah..Then after which, went to meet ling and stella...went to Igard...haha..mr yap quite nice..quite friendly, think i will enjoy myself there..After gg to Igard, we went to far east...saw a skirt at Red2..veri nice..but price a bit steep..but after thinking thru..i will probably go and buy bah..hee...then after that, la went to find her dear..left me and ling go meet lihua, xp and harrison. On the way to mrt station to meet them, ling and i saw mani pple doing surveys..then i was telling her dat if anybody approach us to do survey, we just say we dun understand english..then just nice after i finish saying, got a guy come over to do survey..haha...so xie men. Anyway, dinner was fun, lst had ice kachang at S11...then went to dunno where for dinner..but i suppose harrison was starving..coz he asked me to order a whole chicken..and i was like jaw drop..haha...later gg out to get my fone..then gg bbco..haiz..some things, i just dunno what to do, but i pray that U will guide my heart to do the right thing...

Yea!!! Ytd marks the end of my year two life. It has been an easy yr..at least not for me bah..the struggles in studies, the friendship, orchestra, church...all these, i have went thru within this yr..But i realli thank god for bringing me thru these things. Hee..exams finished at last, dunno whether i will be able to score well anot, coz Complication paper not easy..haiz..bt did my best le, whatever the results, i pray that it will be what i deserved..After exams ytd, went for FYP balloting..thank god that we got one of our choices. THen after which, weiling went for the play thingy army daze..stella went home i suppose, and our ms dayne went out wif ar toe..hee..so sweet lo...*me green wif envy le* Then as for me, went to jurong point, bought some cards for my graduating bro and sis den went to Lennon's house at ard eight. Realli brought back tons of memories, the time i stayed there to practise for care grougp P&W etc..Time realli flies, known this grp of bros and sis for a year le, i nv dreamt that i will leave this grp...bt somehow, some things are just least expected. Then for the holy comm part, we watched a part of the Passion of the Christ, the part about jesus being nailed onto the cross. This part nv fail to make me cry...the pain the he suffered up, i never know how much it hurts..Thinking about how much i have let him down, how much at times, when i grumbled to him about the bad things that happened in my life...realli thank god for bringing me to the care grp ytd...although i didnt realli intended to take part in all those initially, but god realli touched my heart. Attachment coming soon, may i pray for all those that are having attachments that we will all be able to achieve invaluable experiences during this period of six weeks and for those gg for OITP, may i pray that u guys will be safe and sound..hee..god bless!!

Hee...guess what???? It's the last paper..woo...finally..one month ago, i was already counting down and waiting for this day to arrive. Thus, basically realli quite excited about finish of exams that i didnt realli slp well last nite...was thinking about what to do after exams. But actually, the end of my poly exams mark the start of preparation of my piano exam. Haiz, why cant i have an holiday to enjoy myself without the worry of exams??? But to tell the truth, piano exam is eaiser than poly exams bah..at least no need to mermorise anything..hee...gg to sch in a few mins time..gg to get back my freedom soon..hee...all the best to those who are having exams..one last paper..jia you wor dopt..