ERm..so long nv blog le...coz my comp spoil liao..erm..start frm sat bah..had my theory exam..not veri difficult..shall be able to pass bah..then after which, took my own sweet time to get home..then after which, watched tv till late nite..then sunday, woke up at seven plus and prepare to go BBCO..practice veri little pple leh..hehe..i can go to that msia trip le..hopefully, there wont be tests on that week..haha..then after which, went out to watch the 40 yr old virgin..haha..realli laugh until pengz..haha..so funny loh..realli enjoyed myself throughly ytd..perhaps becoz i tink that if i dun enjoy myself ytd, i wont be able to le..haha..coz today sch start le..haha..now having three hours break..then now we are slacking in the library..nothing to do..haha..tomolo is public holiday..can stay at home and rest..haiz..my grade 8 theory finish le..but hor..still got my diploma leh..gotta write an essay of thousand plus words..shall work on it tonite bah hopefully..haha..was smsing someone..then realised that i have changed bah..i always thought i m fairly independant person..but well..haha..i tink i m wrong le..haiz..

Suddenly just felt this tinge of sadness overcoming me...wonder why is that so..perhaps it was after i read titus' blog...i m starting to feel this burden...which i didnt in the past..and i wonder why is that so..and i just realised tat having a platonic friendship is actually quite dif..haiz..shant tink so much..haha..gtg

Today..woke up quite earli..and went to my teacher's house for piano lesson..then here i m back home..erm..feeling quite stressed..coz tomolo exam le..haha..but well..shall do my best bah..haha..wondering where to go on sunday..just wanna enjoy my last day of holiday..without having to worry about studies..hehe..i wanna watch the 40 yr old virgin..who is interested?? Haha..heard that it's a hilarious show..haha..contact me if any of u wanna watch k...provided that u are above 18 hor..haha..shall go be a good ger and study for one last time later..sch reopening soon..but my room is more like pigsty leh..haha..shall clean it up after exam..hehe...wonderful friday..enjoy!

Haha..now at library..coz my mom said that she was gg to clean the house today..so i decided to go sp library to study for my music paper this sat. Ytd nite, went to CO..then realised that that lemon oso taking his theory paper at the same place as i m..at the same time oso..meaning that we will be in the same exam room..wow..how exciting..-.-''...anyway..just praying hard that i wont end up sitting beside him bah..haha..i believe that i m not so down on luck till likdat lah..haha..sitting beside a teacher during exam veri stressed de loh..haha..but anyway..i m pretty worried bah..coz my theory has nv been strong..and that..lemon so li hai...oso fail once le..haha..then me how? Haha..but i believe that i shall do my best bah..the rest leave it to god to decide lah..haha..sch reopening soon..haha..gg to be a guai ger..haha..that;s my new term resolution..eh..like a bit hard to fulfil leh..haha..now is almost one le..havent had lunch yet..wondering where to go eat..haha..on the other hand..eating alone no fun leh..tink i go buy some finger food and bring inside library to eat..haha..gtg back to studying le..hehe..take care...:D

Haha..cant believe how time flies..and it seems like donkey years since i last blogged. Haha..these two days, wes occupied wif the nuoo talk..haha..some parts are quite interesting..haha..but somehow, given my age, i just couldnt sit still for so long lah..haha.. lucky got the mushroom peeps to keep my occupied before i fall aslp in my seat. Haha..then ytd nite, had that nuoo talk..well..quite fun lah..haha..been quite a while since i last attended a dinner wif my frens..haha..stella and cz so sweet loh..haha..lala..dun alwayst think too much..haha..so xian mu u guys loh..haha..Then luckily ytd the whole thing ended at ard 11pm..then i took bus home wif minfang..haha..zhi xiong quite sweet towards her..even though didnt send her home, coz he live in east side..but got wait for bus wif her..haha..me now green wif envy..hehe..btw..did i mention the food? Haha..the food ok lah..quite average..but hor..i realised that my appetite grown smaller le..haha..coz at the fifth course i realised that i was veri full le..hehe..dayne..i tink my dieting going on well..haha..oops..later got co..haha..finally took the time to go co le..haha..this sat still got theory exam..rather nervous about it..hope that i can do well..hehe..that's all peeps..:D

Well..this msg goes out to all my frens out there..actually i noe that ever since i joined church, my life has been filled wif alot of church activities..but i just want u guys to know that even though i cant make it to every outing..although i may seem to be living in a world away from u guys, although i may not go for every CO practice..although i seldom join u guys for dinner before CO prac...u guys will always have a place in my heart..it's not that i dun care about this friendship anymore..i still do..and i m doing my best to go CO and spend time wif u guys. Well..just wanna apologise that i cant make it for every outing..and that sometimes, i m late..having to make u guys wait..that's all i wanna say..

Hi blog..spent my dae today at home..to prepare for my upcoming theory exam. Was reading ling's blog just now..they went for dim sum..well..i wanted to go too..but i suppose u guys just got sick of waiting for me to have time to go?? But well..i woke up at ten plus tis morning..coz last nite, went to Cg..then reached home at 12 plus..then i tink i have finished studying once for my theory..perhaps got some things still not veri clear..shall go revise again later. Well..while i was stoning just now, i suddenly struck me that life is short. Realli short. So whatever u wanna do, dun hesitate..becoz the next moment, u may not have the opportunity anymore. The same goes for friends..if u realli treasure a fren..dun let go..for the moment u let go, u will lose that fren forever..dun live to regret. I believe that in life, there's always two ways. Either u change ur life or ur life changes u..be the one that changes ur life..nitez..

Haha..i remember how i used to love wednesday becoz there's CO..but nowadays..wednesday..i dun even feel like going co..realli feeling so tired..so tired that i have to rush from elsewhere to co on wednesdays. I wonder where's my love for CO...where could it have gone? These passion and desire for chinese music..Haiz..it's realli kinda sad..especially when i went back yesterday and felt..erm..felt..left out. Perhaps to start wif, i was even involved..how to feel left out rite? Haha...still remember the times in year one where me, ling, li hua, xiu ping and harrison have so much fun together. But now, they are still having fun, i suppose, just that i m no longer in the picture. Coz they spend more time together, being in the CO committee, whereas i made the choice of not being in there. Ytd on the way home, i was realli wondering, should i ever go CO again? I dun like the feeling of being isolated..moreover, my skills also not as good le..dun tink i can help out in CO in any ways bah..haha..well..sometimes, just gotta let go of some things..but i wonder..if i realli leave CO, how mani frenships which i painstakingly built will i lose...it's just so impossible to have the best of both worlds and my heart is crying..but who noes??

haha..the day finally came..when i have to know my results.. haha..woke up at ard eight today..to finish my music homework..hah.a.then came online at ten plus..then stella told me my results..eerm..alrite bah..didnt do veri well..but thank god that i passed everything. Haha..got one AD..one A..and the best all B+ loh..haha..but i realli did my best le..so well..haha..nvm..haha..haiz..bad weather nowadays..gg to fall sick soon..haha..well..i tink i go have my breakfast le..haha..cya guys..:D

Haha..long time nv blog le..about two days le bah..erm..lemme start from friday. Went out wif wenhao to celebrate his bdae..went to sakae sushi..been a long time since i last had buffet..then realised tat my appetite became smaller..haha..i guess dayne will have alot to comment about this..hee..then after dinner, went to watch a movie then went home le..the movie so funny loh..haha..laugh till pengz..haha..on saturday..went for church service..then after which, my church mates celebrated my bdae for me..hee..thanks bros and sis for the presents and cards..realli appreciate them.. :D...then after which...sunday..went for church service wif my sister at her church..realli glad that she has rededicated again. Erm..but the funny thing was, it kept raining the whole day loh..haha..dunno why oso..haha..then after which, kena drenched..haha..then four plus, went to lennon's house to practise for keyboard for today's prayer meet. After that, met wenhao to go walk walk..at esplanade...erm..dun get the wrong idea..me and him nothing de..just in case u are wondering..we are just frens..but i just wanna spend a quiet bdae..so found him to come out and chat wif me..haha..thanks leh..uncle wen hao..but i realised that different pple have different attitudes..so sometimes, it's not that one has got attitude problem..but that's just the way that person is..well..just gotta accept pple for who they are bah..haha..erm..well..haiz...things have changed..how i wished i was borned a few years earlier..rite wenhao?? Haha..then today, woke up at ten plus..then stella called me..chatted for a while..then here i m..later still got piano lesson..havent prepare yet..hehe...finally 18 yrs old..HAHA..yea! I m a young adult le..hehe..happy for me?? Haha..shall do my best in all things..to live a life without regrets..hehe..

Haha..tomolo is my bdae le...gg 18 soon..haha..so happy..becoz it marks the start of my young adulthood?? haha..gonna be more hardworking and less childish le..hopefully..Haha..btw..uncle wenhao..HAppy Bdae..haha..Well..time realli flies and good things dun last..haha..well..kinda saddened when i suddenly realised that i have drifted from some of my frens..especially those whom i was veri close to in the past. I suppose that's why pple say that life is like a bus trip..some pple gets on the bus and alights before the bus reaches the interchange whereas there are some who sits near u till the interchange. haha..no matter what..i realli cherish every fren of mine..no matter whether i get to go out wif them or see them frequently anot..And although i made some of u guys wait for me during outings becoz i m always late, that doesnt mean i dun cherish u guys..realli love ya guys..i realli mean it..

Hehe..finally found sth that i like..find it meaningful..haha...hope to have a new beginning..suddenly feel that life is so wonderful..haha..

Looks like i long time nv update liao? Well..shall start wif wed. Woke up at seven plus to go HQ to teach keyboard..then in the end, kai mei was late for ard an hour or so?? Haha..then taught her the basic chords and stuff..then lennon came over say wanna learn oso..haha..must say that this guy is pretty blessed musically..haha..Then after which, i got prayer meet at 12pm de..but was shifted back to 2.30pm..then in the end, i didnt go prayer meet..coz had to meet weiling and dayne to buy stella's bdae pressie..haha..but ling and dayne..i realli wanna express my apologies..for making u guys wait for me for so long..ling..i could sense that u were either quite unhappy wif me ytd or u waited until u became so tired..coz could see u yawning..haha..then dayne..thanks for being so understanding..I have thought about it last nite..will do my best to be punctual on our next mushroom outing and oso other outings..coz i realised that the last time i went out wif harrison they all, i oso reached quite late, coz i had something on before that. Sometimes, i tink that there's problem wif my time management..haha..shall work on that..Erm..regarding today...having theory lesson later..haha..then gg for cg later...This year's bdae..seems abit dull..dunno why..perhaps is becoz still got that music exam after my bdae..haha..well..bdae are just another day of ur life..isnt it?? Haha...

Time flies when u are enjoying..haha..it's another week le..tomolo..perhaps dun have mushroom gathering..coz we gonna work. Is a four day job..erm..dunno how will it be..haha..but for the sake of the extra money..haha..shall give it a try..coz that Contact lenses textbook is 70 bucks loh..then i use my own money to buy..haha..so must earn back that money to put back..haha..it's gonna be a busy week again..haha..shall study hard for my theory..haha..realised that i lacked self discipline nowadays..shall pray for it..and..haha..bdae coming. Erm..feel a bit excited..coz seldom have my bdae on holiday de..haha..but so far..no date on the day of my bdae yet..hehe..perhaps shall spend it alone?? Haha..it's a unique way of spending bah..haha..actually wanted to go msia wif bbco for one day de..but my passport expire..then have to wait for two weeks to renew..haha..October quite mani pple's bdae..havent go buy bdae pressie yet..haha..see which day free then go buy..haha..btw..i have decided to go rebond my hair..haha...lala..i dun tink i wanna go perm lah..haha..will make me look old..haha..if i rebond le not nice..u will still want me rite? Haha..

haha..today..decided to be good ger and stay at home to keep my mom company..realised that i has been a long time since i went out wif my mom, had long chats wif her etc.. Well..haha..shall make this day a fruitful one..Erm..later still gotta go do my theory homework..haha..looking forward to finishing it..Actually i had been tinking of either rebonding my hair or perming my hair..haha..still could remember the last time i rebonded my hair, many pple said i looked awful..so dun tink i will try it again..as for perm..eh..still considering..haha..perhaps will bah..but dunno will look nice anot.. Haha..if got any comments, can tag my tagboard? HAHA..keep having the feeling of gg shopping..perhaps is becoz i scared my results wont be as desired..then after which, no mood to go out. But actually hor..i realli did my best le..i tink god noes bah..hee...I tink for the past one week,i have been rather lazy bah..didnt realli settle down to study...shall realli start serious revision this sunday..hehe..i wanna score a distinction..show the people who looked down on me that although i m not musically inclined, but i noe that my hard work will pay off, wif the grace of god..hehe..looking forward to next week's movie..hehe..mushroomz..miss ya guys..hehe..tc.. :D

Guess it has been quite a while since i last blogged..haha..realli been some time..Haha..monday, played badminton in sch wif church mates..then went for prayer meet. Tuesday, went Kbox wif mushroom peeps..haha..stella veri hao se..haha..remember that kbox guy?? Haha..then wed, which was ytd, went for swimmin wif stella..limbs aching from badminton game..so didnt realli swim..haha, then after which, went to CO..then found that my woodwind leader not there..Then me no scors..haha..thanks to vic who go back co room to help me find. Hehe..i m pretty excited leh..co camp coming soon..hehe..so happy..it's been quite a while since i went to a camp..Well..today, having piano lesson..then going for care grp..Tomolo..i tink i shall stay at home and rest..haha..gg out everyday is wearing me out. Who says holidays are boring?? Haha..well.it has been a week since our exams finish. Time realli flies..just pray that i will get the desired results..and during this holiday, i will be able to make full use of my time to do whatever i want to do. Besides..haha..stella is gg out wif boat today..wonder how will be it..hehe..shall read stella's blog tonite for more updates..hehe..My bdae oso coming soon le..haha..so fast. It's one of the few bdaes that is not during exam period de..rare rite? If i were to wish, i will realli wish for a peaceful world..no war..haha..but judging from the situation , i tink it's impossible de lah..haha..so i wish that stella and her boat, dayne and her toe, and ling...and probably that someone..will be xin fu..HAha..pray that we will all do well for exams..haha..gg off to prepare piano lesson le..hehe..have a blessed day..:D