Erm...lemme see..last week has been yet a another slacking week..haha..if this goes on..haha..i tink i will end up being the last in class le..haha..but in a way hor..no mood to study..worried about some things..and constantly living in fear of having quizes without enuf time to prepare for it..haha...erm...let me recall what happened last week..friday, went back to the alumni co practice..well..at first thought was performance..so pang seh the mushroom clique...hehe..sory ar..erm..but i realised that going back realli stirred up lots of my memories...memories of my time back in CCKSSCO...haha..time flies...and indeed, time changes pple..although the feeling of being bonded closely in the family nv change, but somehow, something is missing......what is it?? I dunno...Haiz..but anyway, i realli missed my sec sch days in CO..although now in SPCO also quite happy..but the feeling is different..haha...then saturday, went back to co room..met victoria at 2.30pm..but she msg me that she just woke up then i took my own sweet time to go out..in the end, i was late..haha..then i went to spco room wif li sin and evelyn..haha..taught li sin sheng. BUt actually, that's kinda weird..becoz i seldom teach pple sheng de..haha..due to my inability..and oso becoz i m just plain lazy..but li sin gg for AJC audition leh..then as her senior..i feel that i have nv done much for her ..so haha..guilty conscience lah..haha..so go teach her loh..but haha..well..hope that she can practise hard bah..erm..then after which, i went for church service. Praise god! SP unit got one more two converts...omg..god is realli blessing SP unit..then after service..actually wanted to meet the CO clique go JE funfair de..but in the end, due to some things, i didnt go..sorry guys, pang seh u again...Then on SUnday, stayeda t hm the whole day, slacking ard, practising piano and guitar..then piano teacher came for lesson..haha..and me kena stressed by her loh..lol...haiz..so today, i decided nt to go for the movie wif the CO clique..decided to go hm and finish my piano homework..haha..actually i feel that i have problems managing my time bah..coz i keep feeling that i have no time to prac piano, yet i will go prac guitar..arbish..haha..i simply have no self control..haha..but i thank god that he made me realise this..hehe..shall change for the better...erm..i tink i shall end here bah..haha..it's a wonderful monday again..feel so thankful to be alive and sound...guys out there..enjoy ur day..live ur life to the fullest..!!!!

It has been quite an enjoyable weekend for me..erm...on friday, weiling they all went to watch that jue dui superstar..then i went hm to practise piano..hehe..getting a bit stressed over music stuff recently..haha..think i m getting more paranoid..hehe..then sat..woke up at seven plus..then went sch to do retinoscopy..haha..thanks lihua and xiu ping..for being our subjects..haha..but i m still not done wif my practical leh..sobz..haha..then after doing retinoscopy..went to CO camp..haha..played whacko...Actually i was a little disappointed that so little freshies attended the camp..haha..then at one plus, i left for church...had prayer meet..followed by sheperding..then had service..Praise god...i think SP unit had personal converts..but i forgot how mani le..but i m realli thankful to god for everything..amen! Erm..then after service..went out for dinner wif my frens...then went PS to walk walk..tried to spend more time wif my sheep..then took train back to dover..haha..reached sch at ard 11pm..but thank god the gate was still opened. So went back to CO room..thought the nite walk was about to start..then in the end..it onli started at 12am...erm, nite walk ok lah..nt realli scary..coz the routes are basically veri safe..haha..then went to bathe then come back to co room to feast on the junk food..haha..me getting fat le..eh..then they talked and talked..then as usual..i went to slp..haha..so i slept ard one hour..then woke up and it was morning le..so went hm..haha..wondered how was bbco concert today..actually realli wanted to go back and help out..but realli no time..haiz...well...shall leave it to god to plan.. :D

Erm..u suddenly came into my mind..n so i decided to write u something here..this is actually what i wanted to tell u long ago in the past..but well..just didnt tell u...perhaps u wouldnt be reading my blog..but well..i just wanna get this stuff off my chest..Erm..i noe that whenever u chid me or sth likdat, i noe that it's for the good of me..but somehow..i dun feel comfortable wif that..my character is in a way, where i m rebellious and i m prideful. That's y sometimes i show u attitude. .and i will sincerely like to apologise for that..and erm..another thing that i will like to tell u is that...sometimes..i realli cant attend some prayer meet or sth..is not that i dun want..is nt that i dont have the passion..but i have other things to consider..if i go hm late every nite..what will my parents think? When can i prac piano? When can there be time to revise hw? To tell the truth, i m stressed nt becoz of sch work but becoz of these church stuff...sometimes i realli feel like giving up..if not for the promise i made on the day i water baptised...I noe that i have my own committments outside of church thingy and i realli dunno how to organise my time le..sometimes..it realli saddens me..why u dun understand the predicament that i m in..although we are supposed to be the closest ...well..that's all i want to say..whether u will come across this entry anot..i leave it to god...

HEhe...so long nv blog..sianz..haha...if anyone interested in helping me blog, just leave me a tag..haha...coz this period of time..quite busy and quite stressed oso..then now i m down wif flu and sore throat..kaoz..just great...haha...just hope that i wont have fever..or not cant go sch..erm..now in sch..wif stella..coz got three hours break..haha...and we are left wif nth to do leh..how?? HAha...btw..i heard that stella haf already eaten her ba zhang..omg..xiao ya must be so sad that she didnt go vacuum pack it...HAHA!! ACtually quite happy that sch has started..realli missed my classmates..haha...coz holiday time i kept spending wif my church frens..but actually i m kind of worried about my sch work..coz i scared if my sch work drop..then my mom wont allow me go church..haha..so well..haha..shall pray that my studies will maintain bah..erm..and as for my piano..haha..not much time to practice..but i shall work hard...:D Then ytd, suddenly filled wif the inspiration to compose song..then ended up spending three hours in front of the piano to write a song..haha..is that kind of christian worship song..erm..shall go improve on it when i have time..hehe..i tink i go n get some slp before the next lesson or sth bah..haha..kind of tired..hehe...happy studying guys.. :D