Actualyl thinking back, this week has been a stressful week ba..i have decided on things i shouldnt have..i have decided to quit syco. I think i have lost my passion for sheng. And i realli question myself...where was the passion when i painstakingly practise for the audition, where was the love for the instrument which i used to have???? Perhaps i somehow realised that CO cant be a career for me and decided to give up...it's not the best alternative..but i think i will have to give up CO one day, either sooner or later ba..But somehow or rather, i feel guilty, for letting the people there down by quitting half way..and anyway, shurong havent replied my email either. Haiz..And piano lessons have been rather stressful..coz i tink i m a scardy cat bah..dunno why so scared of that stupid diploma exam. I have passed the previous piano exams without fail, yet now facing my last exam, i feel a sense of fear, something which i have nv experienced before...god..help me..