Guess this will be the last time i will be ever taking sem paper..actually realli want to study hard for it de..but somehow, abit tired from all those studying..hee..the only thing dat keeps me going is the thought of being able to go back to syco for practise and of course, dou hua!!! Hee..been thinking alot about the past these few days, feel a bit sad at the way things are now...Lemme see..these few days, after the thursday paper, woke up on friday to study complications..then saturday, actually wanted to go bbco de..but somehow, the thought of not being able to complete revision made me give up tat idea. So saturday, stayed at home, watched tv, study, watch tv. Hee..actually this kind of life not bad bah..then i kept telling myself.."Next week this time, i will definately not be at hm..should be out enjoying myself.." Haha..somehow, it seems to keep me motivated. Anyway, today is just gg to be a day to study lo..but gg to church later..looking forward to service..Realli feeling panicky and jittery these few days, suppose is just worried about the exams and the results bah. After all, i m not those intelligent pple, just someone who is dumb but chose to work hard in studies bah..when exams finish, will be the start of ITP..kinda looking forward to it, then the mushrooms gg to Batam...sobz..left me in singapore..But at least i will be able to concentrate on my music bah..exams coming..worried about not able to pass my diploma exam..perhaps i still wanna go get a degree for piano..but somehow, i tink i fall under the category of not veri talented and lazy pianist..how????? Haha...shouldnt worry so much bah...anyway, look forward to after exams...and gg out wif mushrooms..hee...good luck for all those who are still having exams..hee...all the best..god bless..!!!