Actually..just now..was doing some self reflection bah..then something struck me..heavy. I remembered that last sem..i was realli close with stella, weiling and dayne..but this sem..to tell the truth..that's how i feel lah..there's something missing..but i dunno why..there dun seem to be the feeling of closeness anymore..n i came to the conclusion that it's my fault bah..coz ever since i got more committment from church that side..then piano..then less time wif my frens bah..everytime they ask me to go out wif them..i got something on..and actually i oso qutie guilty about it..sorry gers..But sometimes..i realli was thinking..how nice will it be if i do not have so much committment..then i can have more time to myself..but in a way..i have already had those committment..so i will do my best..But in a way..what i wanna say is that it realli saddens me that we are not as close as before le..becoz deep in my heart, i realli treasure our friendship...give me a chance to bring our friendship closer together again..for i mean every word i say..so next time got mushroom outing..haha..i will do my best to make it.. :D