Dear blog, this period of time, i really didn't have the mood to blog..coz of all those dramatic incidents that happened in my life and of coz, becoz of the busy sch schedule. But thru all these, i realised that essentially, all i wanted is not to regret of some decisions in life. It may sound simple..but to be able to decide between being termed as stupid or to regret and blame oneself later on in life, it's really a hard decision to make. Whatever it is, i m starting to learning not to regret whatever that i have done and will do. After all, we only live once..and if we keep hesitating, then we may miss more great things in life..:)

Dear blog, despite several attempts to blog, there was some error and i never managed to publish my post. Hopefully this post goes up. Anyway, hmm..i m gonna be single and available soon. Hmm...things just didnt work out between me and him. Sometimes i wonder whether it's me or just his prob. On second thoughts, it takes two hands to clap..haiz..forget it...if it doesnt work out, then that just means that we are not fated to be together...

Dear blog, It's been sooo long since i last blogged. Hmm..the APOC conference has been great...presentation has been quite smooth sailing and we had great experience in hong kong. This trip has even motivated me to get higher qualifications such as a doctorate coz i m kinda interested in doing something else other than hospital work and optical shop stuff. However, given this period of time, i realised that studying is realli hard work. Maybe i m just not cut out for studying bah..out of interest is ok..but if studying requires exams, then it's not out of interest anymore. To think about it, i gave up so much for this degree...my full time job, my passion-piano and least to mention, my time with my family. I have never regretted my decision of taking up the degree course, but just that sometimes, i realised that to make a decision is easy, to uphold ur decision is the hard part. Well, it's finally the end of the year, so mani things have happened this year and definately have made me a wiser person. Shall work harder in this new year to come ...Happy new year in advance..:)

Dear blog, I am feeling kinda stressed out...by the sch work, the APOC presentation and more. Well..i suppose stress is just an inevitable part of life...learning to make friends with it now. WEll, less than one week to hong kong..hopefully will be able to do well for the presentation..and those delegates there wont ask too much questions..coz i m not sure how well prepared i m for this presentation. Keeping my fingers crossed...and wish me luck ok.:)

Hi blog, time flies when you are having fun. So now it's already the second week of school. well, sch work starting to get a bit more busy..lifestyle alittle more hectic. It would be soon that i return to my frenzy mode bah. Well, this sem's modules are indeed interesting even though they are on the tougher side. Well, i m enjoying every single minute of it.:) It's less than a week to hong kong trip. The presentation slides should be somewhat confirmed after meeting up with dr tan tomolo. Hopefully can take time for a swim tomolo..life's so boring without any exercise to make my heart pump faster. Esp when the lipids are trying to befriend every single inch of my body. I had a talk with someone this afternoon, made me realise something important..shall change that stupid character of mine. Hmm...shall end here bah..kinda shag from all those work..and still some assignments to research on..otherwise next week i will be busy with the hong kong presentation le. Shall upload the photos when i m back.:)

Yoz yoz!~ Had a memorable 22nd birthday yesterday. Woke up at 9plus in the morning to realise that it was rainning when my intention was to spend the day at Jurong Bird Park. Luckily the rain stopped and the sun came out after a while. Even though the floor was kinda wet but it didnt kill my mood to see the birds. Caught some bird shows, saw my favourite penguin and walked for quite a bit..that's about all bah. Then after which, went to coffee club at Jurong point to sit down and read magazine while waiting for Madel..then in the end at about 8pm, she had something important on and couldnt meet me for dinner. Felt abit disappointed..but i bought a chicken wing and a few delicious egg tarts before heading home to cheer myself up. Finished my dinner at 10 plus and was preparing to wash up and saw alot of missed calls from madel. Ended up she rushed down to my house to give me my pressie. Thanks dear if you are reading this..:) Love the Winnie the Pooh bear. Haha..and accompanied martin and madel to makan at the coffeeshop downstairs. It's truly a memorable birthday..hmm..even though last year spent in taiwan was also great fun. Well, hopefully this year will be filled with optimism and joy. :)

Happy birthday to all october babies including myself..hee...october marks a pretty important month as my bdae falls on it and it oso means that christmas is coming soon. One year is coming to an end and we are having a new year soon. Isnt all these exciting? Haha..thanks to all my friends who celebrated and had the sweet thought to get me sumthing. Hmm..for today, going out to bird park...then probably that's all bah...too lazy to play till late night le. Then at night, probably open my dessert wine and chill in front of the tv. Well..that's all for now..shall get ready to go out le..:)