Though i try to make it a point to blog every now and then, but i find it hard la, owing to my pure laziness. Hmm..feel kinda sick nowadays. I tink the haze is realli affecting my health. Head feels kinda heavy and throat kinda irritated. Well, at least this week no need to work. No doubt i enjoy work, but somehow, i tink i lack slp, and it's making me short in attention span. Cant even practise piano or do other things for long without getting restless. Anyway, shall realli try to get more slp and work out abit, so as to have a physically and mentally healthy body and mind. Hee..bdae coming. Seems so sian..perhaps the hope of wanting to grow up and be more matured dimishes through the years. Although u have lived through sweet 18...but part of u may just wish that time will nv go on. Somehow, being 18 has been the most tiring and impactful year of my life. I hope that 19 yrs old is gg to be easy...no more frustations on certain stuff..more mild temper..and look young forever. Haha..anyway, i tink i will probably be spending my dae alone on my bdae..realli been so long since i have spent quality time wif myself. Lotsa things to tink about, to consider and to forget. If i were to be granted one wish, i will wish that some things have never happened.