It's a day before the exam. My heart seems to have been pumping twice as fast. Didnt get a good slp last nite..was thinking about some things. Dunno what's actually bothering me..but thank god for someone to be there to chat wif me and keep me occupied. The last piano exam was two years ago, when i was year one. How time flies. Lots of things have changed. How i wished some things will nv change. Somehow, life has to go one. I realised that the world is realistic. It gets on wif or without u...Dunno what i realli want now. Haha..i realised whenever i have exams coming, i act abit siao...has been so mani years le, but somehow, i m still bounded by stress during exams. Heck care ba..wanna just do my best then enjoy myself. Hee..cant wait for exams to be over..then can play other songs that i enjoy more, rather than the four exam pieces everyday. Erm..ytd after class, it suddenly struck me tat i had my last piano lesson. Erm..kinda sad. It's time to learn music without a teacher le..might be hard, coz i m used to be spoon fed..and was troubled by whether to pursue a degree in music or optometry. I noe i can only chose one, coz music dun have part time couse in singapore. Haiz..how???? I love both music and opto..but one can earn more than the other..and no need to c customers' face..haha..but it's gonna be a waste to give up either of them rite? Hee..