As i m sitting down here, lots of things are running thru my mind. I can stil remember five weeks ago, i was oso sitting here, playing computer games, looking forward to the start of attachment. But good things nv last long...now is already the sixth week of attachment le, time realli flies, and how i hope i will be able to stay longer and learn. Thru this five weeks, i have seen things which i dun wish to, hear things i dun like, but somehow, i believe that it is god who put me in this shop. And indeed, ard a year back, i have had dreams of working in an optical shop..and that day, while i was doing some cleaning up in the shop, i suddenly remember the dream again, so real...but attachment ending soon, how sad..haiz..hope to go back there to work as part time..but mr yap nv ask leh. C how bah..if till the last day, he nv ask, then i tink too bad le lo...shall drop by to see my colleagues when i m free lo..but i tink i will realli miss them. Especially mr yap bah..coz i have realli learnt alot thru him. Although i always grumbled about him giving me assignments to do, esp assignment which i have yet to learn about, such as CJD, multifocal cl etc...but i slowly realised that it's thru these assignments, that set my mind thinking. And when he sends me home, he will oso test me about those optics stuff or patho thingy..and it realli got me so curious that i wil go back check out the questions he asked. No matter what happens, i shall believe that god is in charge..and i will pray earnestly that i can go back there and work part time..haha..enjoy teaching patients how to wear contact lens. Erm..today, went for church service. It's realli a special one, a sermon thru music...the preacher realli plays his instrument well, he played the acrustic guitar and classic guitar then the harp..but it's not about his skills, but how his music realli touched me. I guess i got to agree wif him that playing whatever instrument is not difficult, as long as god's annointing is in u....and u noe what? These few days, though i m tired, but i realli feel energetic when i practised piano, even after standing in the shop for at least 6 hours..haha..praise god. Hmmm..diploma exam is on 9th may..god, i realli wanna do well for it, help me...amen..