Today is the fifth day of attachment...life is bad..feel like crying..wondering whether i will pass my attachment..if realli fail, then i nth to say le. Work from 10.15 to 8pm..come home practise two hours of piano, then 11 plus le..after that go bathe then go do my piano thingy..life like this realli sux..i mean.. who still have the energy to practise well after standing for ard 8 hours plus everyday..and insufficient slp lo..den go workplace..still haf to be stressed. I admit that i m not intelligent, and perhaps even a blind can see that i m plain stupid, but i do put in my heart to do things..just that somehow, if i dun reap what i sow, that's too sad. Haiz..