Haha..i remember how i used to love wednesday becoz there's CO..but nowadays..wednesday..i dun even feel like going co..realli feeling so tired..so tired that i have to rush from elsewhere to co on wednesdays. I wonder where's my love for CO...where could it have gone? These passion and desire for chinese music..Haiz..it's realli kinda sad..especially when i went back yesterday and felt..erm..felt..left out. Perhaps to start wif, i was even involved..how to feel left out rite? Haha...still remember the times in year one where me, ling, li hua, xiu ping and harrison have so much fun together. But now, they are still having fun, i suppose, just that i m no longer in the picture. Coz they spend more time together, being in the CO committee, whereas i made the choice of not being in there. Ytd on the way home, i was realli wondering, should i ever go CO again? I dun like the feeling of being isolated..moreover, my skills also not as good le..dun tink i can help out in CO in any ways bah..haha..well..sometimes, just gotta let go of some things..but i wonder..if i realli leave CO, how mani frenships which i painstakingly built will i lose...it's just so impossible to have the best of both worlds and my heart is crying..but who noes??