To tell the truth, i have been realli trying to keep myself happy. Realli trying hard. Coz the stress is weighing down on me..all sorts of problems. haiz..realli wonder why problems have to come at the same time..but i suppose this is god's plan bah..and i believe that i will live thru it..haha..but i somehow realised that when i m sad, i smile more..and lame more than usual..but i realised that i wasnt a good thing..coz in the process, i might offend somebody unintentionally, so peeps, if in the course of any of my laming or fooling ard, i was insensitive wif my words, do forgive me..coz today, i was in sch..and well, some incidents suddenly reminded me that my actions are not that appropriate some times..and i will certainly change this. Haha..perhaps next time, when i sad, shall just keep my mouth shut, rather than offend pple wif my words..hehe..coz well..some incidents today..realli saddens me even more bah..shall not speak abt it even more..I know that i will be able to overcome all these by the grace of god..i noe i will be .. and i will continue to trust in Him..Haha..Erm..let's tok about something happy. Erm..today, had the opthalmics optic test..eh..still not bad..could answer most of the question bah..haha..should be able to get at least a pass..Then for the pharmacology..kaoz..that was realli a bit tough..the part abt the drugs de..haha.. shall not remind myself about dat..but i tink i have done whatever i could do le bah..den after sch, went to Causeway Point wif peggy and stella to walk walk..lala..dun so sad lah..what's urs wil be eventually urs..dun get saddened by things when the person is ignorant of this..no point getting unhappy about this..let's concentrate in studies and excel in studies together.. :D Haha..now at hm..slacking for a while..perhaps later go and start on my clinical opt..no matter how unhappy i m, i noe that i still have a bunch of great frens ard me, rite? Haha..i shall change for the better, peeps out there..if sometimes, there are certain flaws which u find irritating, pls tell me k? Haha..but pls do it in a gentle manner..i m one who actually get hurt easily..i wasnt as strong as i thought..