Was reading weiling's blog just now, came across her entry which mentioned about her CO peeps, 11 people always can make it to go out together, but her poly peeps cannot..and i suppose she was refering to me bah. Ling, perhaps u feel that i dun cherish our friendship, perhaps u feel that i always neglect u guys, but from the bottom of my heart, i dare say that i have been trying to spend time wif u guys, I cherish all the friendships tat i have wif u peeps and sometimes, when emergency crops up, i realli m left wif no choice but to pang seh u guys, but i just wish that perhaps, u guys go without me, i noe that it's not fair to wait for me for such a long time for an outing.. but if u realise it, i have been doing my best to spend quality time wif u guys..Just like gg for movies, gg class BBq, not studying during that four hours break but just sitting there to chat...perhaps these actions may mean nothing to u guys, but to me, it's realli significant, coz u noe i have got my committments here and there and those few hours are significant to me and i chose to spend it wif u guys, coz i realli cherish our times together and i realli cherish our friendship..Even for CO, sometimes, i dun even wanna go down, but it's our frienship that keeps me gg..Just like that BBQ, i can tell u that if u guys are not there, i wouldnt be gg becoz i got church service on that day..and my fren is gg off to UK..but i chose to come, becoz i valued the friendship over there..I dare not ask of u to forgive me coz i postpone that outing so mani time le..but i hope that u will understand my situation..n lastly, friendships are not the time we spend together, but the bond we have...may our bond always be there..