Hehe..guess what? HOlidays are just at my doorstep..even though on the other hand, there are lots of things to be completed by the end of this holiday. Erm..ytd, had earli dismissal, thanks to dr koh and anna yeo..hehe..then i went to CO room to slack..nowadays, it's filled wif the newbies..haha..practising their instrument..seems more lively than the past le bah, where there is always yinzhi, ar heng and pei cheng..haha..Kinda miss the life of CO in yr one..haha..But anyway, after which, i went to meet my frens for dinner at holland V. As i was not veri hungry(which i think most of the pple who know me well will think that's veri rare of me not to be hungry), i onli had some finger food at a eating house which i forgot which part of holland V le..haha..then after which, we had desert somewhere else then chatted while we ate..it was realli a long time since i have had chats wif my frens after meal..life have been so busy recently..and i wonder why..haha..ANyway..guess what? TOnite, have mushroom gathering!!! Going chinatown to eat DIm Sum..hehe..actually..ever since the one of the previous entry which i promised to spend more time wif the mushroom clique, i realli tried making out time for other frens aside from church frens le..hahaha...but in a way, sometimes hor..things just cant realli be perfect rite? HAha..actually i oso got something to say..sometimes..some pple out there thinks i m studying at home like a siao ger...haha..actually..i will tend to get irritated lah...coz i dun feel justified..in a way,if i m spending half of my time outside and someone else goes ard saying that i m munching my books...it realli isnt fair to pass such comment..and whoever these pple are..just think thru before u speak..and that's y..sometimes, when some of my frens teases me about being stress and such things like dat..i will be quite upset..in a way..i have not much time to study..considering my committment in church things and piano and orchestra..then how can one not be stressed rite? Instead of being more understanding, they willl tease me about it(although i noe that they are just kidding)..and on the surface, although i m smiling, but deep down inside it realli hurts..so just spare a thought for me..can?? I m sorry if i offended anyone wif this entry..but i realli just wanna say out my thoughts..in a way..i noe that im not a perfect fren..perhaps some of u even wish that i didnt exist(hehe...who noes..),but i m trying my best to be a good fren..n i realli find it hard. Perhaps, someone can tell me what's wrong..btw...dun keep thinking that i m a nerd..coz guess what? I m not...