Haha..feeling much better spiritually..haha..well..was realli kind of not like myself these few days..msg the mushrooms and apologised..coz i felt that i was become more short tempered recently...well...after reflecting...i was just wondering..y do i have to be feeling unhappy?? God only gave us the chance to live once...so i might as well live happily..haha..well..i read a book ytd..it is more of those christian books lah..dun mean to preach here..but there was a sentence which left an impact in the mind...it was saying about...made everyday worth, loving others and the pple ard u...so i was starting to wonder..how much quality time do i spend wif my frens and family members. Well..have to admit that i was kind of isolating myself to a corner to be alone sometimes...dunno y...n somehow...i know that i have changed...i noe that time changes everyone...but well..my change is not positive..coz i have became more uncaring...and well...dun seem to noe how to love my frens..in my opinion that's how i feel...perhaps my expectation of loving my frens is too high..but i believe that i will somehow do it one day in the near future.. Well..ytd was a long day in sch...after class,i went down to co room wif the intention of studying..but harrison, victoria and peicheng came..then it was kinda noisy..so didnt get much work done..then after that, went to take train wif victoria..haha..n i realised sth veri funny...she was doing some big business in the toilet..then she realised that her notes were missing..coz i suppose she wanted to take her notes out and read in the toilet..haha..then after reaching hm..went to 'shop and save' to buy ice-cream...for my dad's bdae...haha... Today, i came to sch at 8am...got some pple coming over to introduce the optical instruments which we were supposed to buy..and it cost a bomb loh..haha..but i dun tink i m the one paying..haha..then after that, had one plus hour of chris ng's lesson...n we beat the lunch crowd..and now, i m in the library..have two hours break...just now after lunch,went to find my gems teaher straight away...i must admit that my gems teacher is realli a man of wisdom..i will realli feel much better after chatting wif him..n i was just tinking..how nice it would be if i had a dad like him..coz i m not exactly veri close to my dad...to the extent that i dun tink he noes what i m studying in poly...and well..whenever i have problems, there isnt much pple that i can tok to..which is quite a sad fact...but well..since god gave me this family, i will treasure it as much as i can..haha..tink i shall end here bah...take care guys...may god bless u...('',)