Well..now is at RWP lesson...well..been thru some things these few days..firstly, was at co room on tue then was studying there, intending to go for my gems class at 3pm..however, well..sth happened...then was in the co room..actually we were just voicing out our opinions on co things...i was just saying that i dun feel happy about some things, then yz said that i should voice it out..then regarding me dun want to be in the committee..well..they convinced me about it...i realised that going to co and being in the committee...all these things are for SPCO, for my frens...n these does not benefit that person whom i dislike..(well..i guess u all noe who i dislike lah..no need to say out..haha..) But well...so that's y after my piano lesson at 8 plus ytd, i went back to co...although it was rather late le..but well..i realli dun want to disappoint lay leng and the spco pple...and i sincerely hope the other yr ones can come down when they have time bah...seriously, if not mani pple come down and the yr threes have left, i realli wonder how SPCO will survive..HAiz..i noe that everybody have reasons for doing some things...perhaps i have not mentally mature enuf to understand their thinking...i must say that i m stubborn, jus like what ling ling, vic and yz has said..well..that's true...but i m realli trying to change le...but no offence lah pple...i realli feel quite hurt about what u guys said that day...i have perhaps lived one quarter of my life, and someone just told me that i m selfish..n someone told me that i tink lowly of myself...etc...well...although i noe that these pple said those things from the bottom of their heart, for my good..but well..it realli hurts..but realli must thank them bah..if not for them, perhaps till now, i still will not realli how stubborn i m..and some things which i didnt understand till now. But sometimes, seriously, i realli feel veri stressed up..i feel that the world is crashing down on me and there is no one that i can relate to...perhaps there is..but i dun want to be a nuisance to anyone...coz everyone has their own life, has their own problems..i realli dun want to impose anyone wif my problems...so this blog shall be where i will vent my stress..haha..so if u dun want to hear me grumble..haha...u can stop reading here le..haha.. Well..for my mom...she wants me to prac piano hard...and get my piano diploma by next yr..which is going to be hard, unless i prac consistently...then as for church, they will like to me go for cell grp and service..then orchestra...they expect me to attend prac and everything..well..i must say that nobody is wrong..but well..everyone only has 24 hours...i dunno how am i going to organise my time to fit all these things into my life...i still have my family to spend time wif..so well..haiz..i have got nth to say le..i go do my rwp stuff le..