Today...woke up earlier to go bb..but realli not feeling veri well..then got that new song...not realli difficult but i tink i too long nv play sheng le..so didnt play well...come to tink of it..i think i will realli have to give up one instru..or i wouldnt be able to manage both de..well..for sheng..i tink that i will have no chance of showing my abilities..for yang qin..perhaps i still have a chance..but well..i prefer sheng better..afterall, tat is my five years of hard work...but well..that's y i duno what to do oso..hehe..tis period of time..i tink that didnt go co..got more time of my own..but hor..realised that had distanced frm those bbco pple le..but well..no choice mah...life is like a bus trip...so pple come into ur life at one of the stops and alight b4 the bus interchange..but some stay thruout the whole bus trip..frens come and go..not all will stay...but i believe that if i put in effort to spend more time wif my frens and the pple ard me...they will be able to alight the bus onli at the last stop...well..erm...ytd msg him..actually the day b4 had sort of a quarrel wif him..but well..shant mention it..it's realli kind of sad that we had to end up this way...but...what can we do? But i guess after so much reflection last nite..i have gotten over him le...n i hope that he will get over me too...there's realli no possibility that we can be together again...his parents told him to get a new gal and my mom told me nt to waste my time at these kind of r/s stuff...but i guess they are both rite...haha..so shant realli think about these le..btw ...my cold war wif my sis already ended le..haha..heng end liao..haha..well...i believe that as long as i try my best in the things that i do, i will suceed..however...sometimes, that's just not the case bah..but i believe that god knows what he wants me to do..n everything that has happened in my life..is meticulously planned out by him... I actually wanted to go out wif ht they all to bugis..to buy new yr clothes de..but then..after piano lesson today..realised that i still got tons of work undone..so decided to stay at hm to complete my stuff...coz new yr coming soon..then sure no time to study and complete my reports de..haha..while bloggin now...i listening to tat song 'First Love'...realli veri nice song...n veri meaningful to me too..realli brings back alot of the memories in the past...but somehow..the past is already the past..but i m glad that it has formed part of my mermory...well..dunno what i m toking about le..haha..i tink i better get back to work le..to poly frens out there...HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!! Take care...muackz...