Well..was reading pei ru's blog just now..coz was feeling real bored and had nth much to do..so went ard reading pple's blog..then i saw one entry about being wif the woodwind clique de...well..in the past..i didnt realise that being wif that clique requires effort...i just enjoyed myself and had heaps of fun..but ever since after olevels, i realised that well..i m losing my place there bah...just somehow feel out of the place sometimes..perhaps i m still not making enuf effort..but somehow...things do change when time pass...n i m sad to say that this is one the things that have changed..but i sincerely believe that if i spend more time wif them..i can still savour our friendship..which is built up over the yrs...i nv blame anyone for making me feel left out..but well..i suppose..there are gains and loses...when i gain the friendship of those at spco..i lose some too..but i hope that there's a better situation than this..sat going mr lee house wif them...tink will be fun..is looking forward to it..haha...i believe that in this new yr..i can make things rite again..coz when u dream hard enuf..dreams do come true...nitez!!