well..i seriously dunno what's wrong wif me..just now actually still in a good mood de..but now..well..i oso dunno what to say...somehow..in some ways...my mind was constantly tinking about him..just somewhere in my heart....he sits there..n crosses my mind..when i m nt wary...n i dun think i can take it anymore...i thought i was strong...but during this period of time..i realli dunno y i cant control my tears...even when i tink about my hamster..i do cry...just realli missed the past..but i have to get on wif life, dun i?? But how i wish..if i were to go back to the past, i will nv enter sp...actually..i entered sp for some reasons..which i dun tink anybody noe..i thought i had given up on that reason le...but well..sometimes..i just dun tink so..realli cant seem to understand myself...i dunno y...n my mind is in a twirl...but who cares? Well..dunno why i suddenly got so emotional..well..i dunno either...guess i shouldnt blog anymore..perhaps i should delete away this blog? Who noes? It may help me forget about those unhappy stuff?? Well...i dunno...