That previous post wasnt refering to my sis..though i had a quarrel wif her..n she's not making life any easy for me..but well..who cares...i seem to be living on my own...although my family are wif me...but somehow...they return hm late every nite..n i just cant help but feel lonely..perhaps this is the way which god is training me to be independent bah..coz after ytd...i was thinking..after getting my diploma in poly..i will work for ard two yrs before going overseas to study music...perhaps vienna if i have the money...or not some places like Australia? Well..i dunno...but i m determined to get my own place n live alone..since my life now dun seem to make much of a difference from living alone. I noe that my parents will be sad..but i just cant help but want some space of my own.. Afterall..living together but not even have dinner together once a mth..is just like not living together loh..so what's the point? Well..i tink i shall not mention these anymore..all these just pain my heart.. and well..just to add on to these..there's this someone out there..who seems to be hurting me far more than the rest by what he says...well..that's too bad..i have been hurt by so mani pple..so mani times..so...well..what can i say?